March 5th 2008- HPT Test...BFP-

I stopped at the store on my way to work. I had to know. I had sore BBs, nausea, cramping last week and I am just certain something is RIGHT! I was scared. I waited awhile at work before I tested. I went to the bathroom with one of the tests ( I bought two for one). I got a cup and dipped..I waited and it was a BFP!!!!!! OMG. What the heck. Who do I tell? When did it happen? I don't track anything but my periods on mymonthlycycles and I don't crazy with fertile days, we just do what we do! OK. OK. I had to calm myself because I am scared that I may just get my hopes up to miscarry again. SO who do I tell. I came out of the bathroom and headed straight for the back door...I had a huge smile on my face, so one of my nurses followed me outside. She said what's up and I said, I can't hold it in...I am pregnant again. She just hugged me and was so excited and it made me feel so GOOD! I had to come up with a plan to tell DH. Also figure out a way to break it to him softly that I would feel comfortable if we did not share the news until after the 12th week. The hardest thing is to tell people NEVERMIND!!!

I went to Babies R US, bought a picture frame that said "I Love my Daddy" and anothr frame that had premade U/S pictures in it... I bought a 99cent box and a yellow bow..I placed the test and the two items inside....I bought a yellow balloon and a card congratulating him on having little soldiers that marched...LOL!! Anyhow..Being that the DH is a big kid.. I placed the box in the kitchen on our island. When he came home he said, "Whose box is that," I said it is not yours don't touch it.. He said it was his house and he could touch whatevr he wanted...I said again it wasn't his and he BETTER NOT TOUCH IT!! He laughed and I laughed...My phone rang and I turned my back purposely to see out of the cornr of my eye, him sneaking into the box...He fell into the trap...Such a big kid...He was estatic..