26-10-2009 - Doctor named Jesus

My mood while writing this blog: I am good

Hey ladies, Pray all is well. I am is doing good. Went to Dr. Thursday 10/22/2009. I was not doing well the night before because I was having bad cramps since Tuesday night and I have been sleeping in the downstairs bedroom, due to trying not to climb the stairs. I started spotting again so I was a little concerned. The spotting was brown and a slight reddish. I knew it was mostly old blood.

I woke up emotional, I had not slept but a couple of hours. I was frustrated that I had to yell upstairs for the items I needed just to get ready for the day. I have such a thing about asking for help. I began to feel helpless and cried in my room. DH asked through the door if he needed to take me to the doctor (he was heading to work) I told him No (pride). He said I am going to anywayl (his love) .

Dr, & DH met. I weighed in at 228.4...Big girl esp after losing 20lbs. I am good with it though. I could have been 248 and gaining, so I look at the bright side of it. We did a vaginal ultrasound. "That's a big bleed" was the words from the doctor and of course it didn't make me feel good. He then proceeded to tell DH what he had already explained to me on the dirst visit. 1) Miscarriage or 2) Stillbirth or 3) Premature birth & I say 4) JESUS IS MY TRUE DR. He will make the decision. My husband and I will stay faithful and prayerful.

The bleeding is expected. The body is trying to rid the clot. I cramped most of the day Thursday (took Tylenol PM). Slept. Large clot about 1/2 inch passed and continuous spotting. ( I believe it was due to vaginal ultrasound causing some irritability).

Friday 10.23.09

Baby Jamai had a birthday party at the office. I took him in for a hour or so. I cramped there, so came home.

I rested the remainder of the day.

Saturday 10.24.09

Enormous party at the park on 10.24.09 for Jamai's bday party. What a loved 1 year old. He got tons of gifts and had tons of people show up.

Sunday 10.25.09

Today is his actual birthday and he spent the day at home opening his gifts and playing with his brother.

I am so Glad that I know who my doctor is...I stopped worrying and started resting. I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers and pray you do the same for me.