| BethL | |
![]() | Age: 29 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Shane, my husband Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: Raising a child... |
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| 12-4-2008 - Overwhelmed | My mood while writing this blog:Super tired..but happy |
Man, I love that little girl to pieces but there is always that point during the day that I don't think I can do this anymore. And then I feel a mixture of guilt and anger at myself for feeling that way and I end up feeling overwhelmed. I am ready to go back to work part time, I think that might help. I stay at home all day with her and all night. I have an excellent husband, but he works two jobs and comes in and pretty much sleeps until he gets up to go to work again. I am only breast feeding and having trouble pumping so it is hard to leave her at times....don't get me wrong after all of this if I do leave her with my mom or his I miss her terribly! It is crazy how that works.
Sometimes I just wish for a day I can spend by myself- but I guess that is part of becoming a mom, never having time alone ever again. (LOL) I am just having a overwhelming moment and needed to vent a little.
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