10-5-2009 - Unhappy

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

Hi Ladies !

I'm not feeling very good at the mo. This morning I woke up lying in bed Paul said to me "baby you have a huge bald spot", at first I thought that he was joking until he took my hand to it, I really do have one totally bald there no hairs nothing, I was like OMG !!!!, now I know forsure that that wasn't there last week so what the hell, after searching the rest of my head I found another one smaller than the first one right at the bottom at the nape of my neck. I quicklly searched the net for any answers and nothing really came up, I need to see the doc asap as this could be nothing or this could mean something really bad. My other hairs cover it at the moment so no one will see it unless it get bigger. The last two weeks my hair did fall out more than usuall but I thought it's just the change of season, I don't feel sick or eat different or take any meds so I'm really lost at the moment about what it could be. I'm going to the doc tomorrow, when I spoke to him on the phone he said that he needs to take some blood and samples of skin flakes at the bald spot, he'll then send it to the lab so it may be a week before I really find out what it is, he wants to see me first thing in the morning which makes me nervous because why would he want to see me asap if he didn't think that it was serious. I feel like sitting in a corner to cry cry cry !!