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| 20-11-2009 - Pregnancy Mood |
My mood while writing this blog: Exausted, Sad, Crying |
Its amazing how fast your mood can change while pregnant! I went from having a fantastic day... excited... happy... smiles... to sad, crying, and now feeling like I'm a horrible mother?!? Not even sure why?!
We have a bat issue in our new Town Home. Well the stupid guys that came to look into it... where a bunch of idiots! I called our Landlord (we rent our town home) and she didn't seem to give a shit. I explained to her... I'm pregnant... and I can't be running around my house trying to catch a bat in my state. Well... she didn't give a shit. She told me the bat would not be back. HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS?!
Well... My husband went to work this morning and its a long day for him so he won't be back until 8pm. I'm to much of a chicken to stay in the house alone... EVEN if bats only come out at night. Well i spent the morning in the coffee shop and well... I felt it was time to leave after three hours. I went home and got the courage to actually go in my house and 1/2 way there a dog runs up to me growling and showing me is teeth! I was scared to run, to move... i just eased my way back to my car. Sitting there in tears... i called my husband who thought it was kinda funny!
Now to the horrible mom part... I'm sitting in a local bar... with rap crap coming from the surround sound... surrounded by drunks! Wow... because i'm a chicken shit! I'm a great mom right! Can't my baby hear! Hear all that cussing, and screaming and yelling... UGH... I just want my mommy and daddy!
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