08-5-2008 - Pitty Party

My mood while writing this blog: Down

Well I'm feeling kind of down today. Mother's Day is coming up and I should be 24 weeks along, but I'm not. I'm feeling cheated, I know I shouldn't and things happen for a reason and we're all better off. I just thought I would be PG again by now and here I sit with AF visiting me again. I think if our timing is right this month I'm going to go see my doctor. It only took up two months the first time and now it's been 3 months of BFNs. I'm frustrated and even though I have major things going on in my life and things to be looking forward to, I don't look forward to anything more than another BFP. Around O time I get obsessive. Not so much the rest of the time, but I'm really bad at O time. I just wish it wasn't such a waiting game.

OK, Pitty Party Over! I have a great weekend ahead of me and I need to focus on getting ready for that. We're opening our camp and having a cook out. Then next week I have to figure out how much of a mortgage payment we can afford. I'm really excited to have a new home!