02-6-2008 - On to Cycle #5 since my MC

My mood while writing this blog: Blah

Well AF showed on Friday. It was terrible, my cramps were so bad and I was tired and cranky. Then like an idiot I rented Juno. It was a good movie, but hard to watch when you just find out you didn't catch the egg this month. I guess it's on to the next cycle. This marks months trying, and the 5th since my mc. I'm kind of frustrated. It only took 2 tries to get it the first time.

I've also been thinking. Brian and I are the only ones really at this point in our live. Our children won't have any cousins around the same age because my sister isn't even 18 yet. She is just graduating highschool this year and doesn't plan on kids for quite a while. We do have a few friends who have children. One is 7months right now and the other is almost 14 months. I suppose they would be close enough in age to play, but we don't get to see those friends very often. I wish i had some one to go through all this with that was close by. Not that my mothers and family aren't there for me, but it's not the same. They get sick of hearing about it and honestly I don't really like telling them everything. Especially being that most of them think we should wait a few more years. I guess there's nothing I can really do about it. I work with men that are old enough to be my parents and the women that are here are really clickie. Life goes on.

AF is on her way out the door and I can't wait. DH and I haven't even been able to kiss each other in over 2 weeks now cause of the mono and I'm just ready for it to be over with. Here's to June and all the good things it's going to bring!