08-7-2008 - Eggie 6 since MC

My mood while writing this blog: Frustrated

I've noticed lately that Frustrated seems to be my mood when I write my blogs. I'm not even sure why I'm so frustrated this time besides the fact that I'm coming up on my 6th try at catching that egg since my miscarriage. That means I've actually O'd 7 times and even though we were trying to catch the 1st one, there was a chance that it happened. At any rate, I'm 3 cycles away from my 1year mark of trying and only 6 weeks away from my original due date. I really thought I'd be pregnant again by then without a problem being that it only took 2 cycles the first time. It has me wondering what's going wrong. I know I'm Oing and we are BDing during the fertile time. I hold my hips up and all that good stuff. I don't even trust my instincts anymore because I've thought I was pregnant so many times and wasn't. The next few month are going to be more relaxed. No temping next month and the BD is only going to be every other day at best.

Hugs and encouragement are welcome, but if you are going to leave a "Just relax" or "It will happen when the time's right" comments, don't waist your energy. I would have been pregnant 6 months ago if that's all it took.