26-6-2009 - 37wks.

My mood while writing this blog: HOT HOT HOT

37wks;3days.

So,the time has flown past me in the blink of an eye. During this whole pregnancy,my boyfriend has been nothing but pure support and it's brought us more closer than I ever thought anything could. I am just now getting to the point where I actually need help getting up off the couch,or out the bed & the boyfriend finds it funny,go figure (: I went to the doctor on this Monday and everything was fine with me and our babygirl. My weight,blood pressure,her heartbeat and size was looking good. And,I had my pelvic exam and the doctor told me I've dilated a big ONE CM!! I go back this coming up monday & we're hoping to hear some news,on if we made any progress or not. I'm still in shock,that after all these weeks,babygirl is MORE active now,than when i was in my second trimester. The doctor herself,couldn't believe how active the baby is. I've started to feel some pains in my side,and my lower region & I haven't figured out what is it. This whole pregnancy has,been a true blessing and an experience both the boyfriend & I will always cherish. I can already tell me and our daughter,share a bond noone can break. And I can already tell she's alot like her daddy & that is going to be a challenge when she's born haha. As,any first time mommy, I'm getting more and more nervous. Scared about labor,scared if everything will be okay with her and i question if I can actually pull it off and deliver her natually,but with the epidural. I just really need some advice,or some support as the day gets closer,cause being that I had a miscarriage two years ago,and not making it full term and experiencing it all the way,this time around is very nerve racking for me. I hope you girls can give me some advice or something cause I'm freaking outtttt. But,regardless of what my mind is focusing on at the moment;I can't wait to hold and see our babygirl for the first time; and in less than 18 days!!!

Well,we're off to shower & start cooking dinner.

(:

I'll update if anything changes,or if I just can't get my mind off things.

<3