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16-5-2008 - So Scared

My mood while writing this blog: ::worrried::

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Im so scared. I used to be so strong and felt like nothing could go wrong. Now I can't sleep all Im really worried of whats going to happen during labor, I make myself sick thinking about it. I just wish I could ease my anxiety about it. I sometimes feel like im going to die. I know thats aweful to say but I feel like something with the epidural is going to go wrong or something to do with bleeding.. theres just so many things that can go wrong. I hate this feeling. Or even after our little bugs born.. my husband is leaving (he does wildland fire during the summers) and I think what if something happends to him and our son never gets to know his daddy. Ive been overthinking everything everything, I can't help it. I put myself in every position possible. All I can do is pray everything will be okay with my family!.. these are stresses and worries that i've never had to deal with. I just turned 20 in January. So all this is so new to me. I know I can do it.. I just got to get myself there.. I thought I would by now. I've had 8 months to learn to accept this and become comfortable with the idea of labor.. But the closer it gets the scarier it becomes.

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2 Comments on So Scared


KittenAsACat - Saturday, 17 May
I know exactly what you mean. I've been overthinking, overanalyzing, and worrying about everything myself, i think its probably normal. I'm only just now 30 weeks and it seems sooo close, so being at 35 weeks I can imagine how scary and real its becoming for you. Have faith, that's really the best we can do when we don't know whats in store.

-newnaam - Saturday, 17 May
aww dont worry mama everything is going to be ok and a lot of people go through that. I aint even pregnant and i went through that faze lol so just stop worrying and enjoy being pregnant!