01-9-2008 - NO fun !

My mood while writing this blog: Bored outta my mind!

Good morning everyone, I hope everyone is having a good Labor Day and had a great weekend.

GRR im kinda upset today i have to work :(( and i dont get paid time and a half for it being a holiday. its so sucky i shoulda called in so i could stay home with justin LOL!! but no im sitting here at a desk scarffing candy like no ones business HA HA (ohuh stomach ache). But on a different note, there is so much going on in my life i just cant wait to have everything just settle down and not have something to have to plan for (right, like thats going to happen huh). Well here goes LOL, Saturday is the big move out day (YAY) i can not wait to have somewhere of my own with justin, well if moving out isnt enough for one day at 5pm saturday we have to go to this freakin expensive resturant for justins grandparents 50th anniversary (i swear they think we can afford that kinda stuff, which we cant) but we gotta go anyways, and Sunday is me and justins 1 year anniversary and i wanted to do something nice but now it doesnt look like its going to happen but just being together ALONE will be good enough for me. Sept 20th is also justins 21st birthday, I wanted to do something nice for him but again, justins family want him to go up to black hawk to gamble(how stupid) and whenever i tried to talk to them about maybe just throwing him a party or bbq they get all stupid about it and say well you can be our DD from the mountians since your pregnant... UM NO im staying home if there going to go gamble im not a DD for anyone unless i offer to be! LOL... THen theres more birthdays coming up (like 3 a month) lol i told everyone that justin and i buy gifts for the kids and our parents but we cant possible buy a gift for everyone that has a birthday (god we would be broke, ha ha obviously im not used to having a big family)....then october is my baby shower and this babyshower pretty much we (my mom me and my sister) decided it would be best to just invite FAMILY and the close friends since no ones house is big enough for everyone and my mom is paying for EVERYTHING so...

justin and i made a list and it was not many people at all, but his mom was like i have a list for you guys too, i went to pick it up and she has like 30 people on her list and the friends of her other sons girlfriend and people she works with (people i have never met even) and its like god im suprised the lady who works at the grociery store isnt on the list HA HA! I told justin that his mom needs to take some off cause i dont see a point in having people i dont know or friends that arnt MINE or HIS at the baby shower, he said ok but i probably have to talk to his mom .... boo!

November is going to be here and Im goin to be taking my leave from work and Thanksgiving then December Its time for baby to be here (OMG i dont even know what to expect with that) (more birthdays) and CHRISTMAS!! geesh its like never ending ...

even next year is starting off with a ton of stuff (Now tell me if im being selfish) but justins brother and girlfriend decided to get engaged a month ago which im very happy for them but then she said there wedding is in Jan !!! i was like are you kidding me !! i know they want to do it and get it over with but. man im still going to be trying to get my body back(so no cute outfit for me or too flattering of pictures EH) and im still going to be gettting used to the new baby, i donno i just feel like im going to be stressed about all that and i know i will be.

Then in Febuary Justins family wants to baptis the baby (which im not religious but its fine with me) but i guess when it comes to a baptismal its not just sprinkle water on my babies head they want ME to throw a party and organize it sending out invites and everything.... What the heck i dont even know where i would start with that. and personally if its just to make his family happy then its there sons grandbaby too they can plan it for us since they havent even tried to help with anything this far....I tell them we probably will need a carseat and stuff and his mom says well you can just have aubrys (justins neice A GIRLS) carseat yea right lady im having a boy! DUH

Ok so thats enough of my ranting about nonesence thats coming up these next few months( im just scared probably of my life changing so much)... Butanyway if you made it through this long blog CONGRATES ha ha and thanks for reading it... If you have advice or anything i would greatly appriciate it !!

PS i hate work !