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| 09-3-2009 - Feb 2ww of disappointment |
My mood while writing this blog: down |
Well this month was a total waste! I don't understand how you can BD everyday and still miss the egg! What is wrong here! Angry is my mood of choice at the moment! ....Ok! Lets try again!
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IN THE 2WW
Feb. 21st~ 1 DPO~ A bit painful during BDing.
Feb. 22nd~ 2 DPO~ Nothing unusual just a little painful durning BDing.
Feb. 23rd~ 3 DPO~ Having really good temps. all in the 97 range. Def felt O pains on Friday and Saturday. BD'ed all weekend! I am feeling excited but still don't want to get my hopes up for anything. Everything on fertility friend points to good things. I wonder if I will get any symptoms this week to let me know one way or the other! Also getting achy BB's and sore on the sides. a little tired too! and a headache on my right side temple. Good signs but won't believe it till I see it!!!!
Feb. 24th~ 4 DPO~ So far I feel good, I don't feel anything at the moment 8:00 a.m but I keep feeling little pinches in my lower middle front pelvic area. like needle pokes very brief. I had a huge headache yesterday but it is better now. For some reason I am still getting positive OPK's .... ? Strange. I will take another one after lunch to see! 11:00 a.m feeling a bit sleepy, slight headache. twingy! Ok the OPK is neg. now! That's a good thing! I don't know why I worry about silly stuff like that! Still waiting! This 2WW is killing me!
Feb. 25th~ 5 DPO~ Feeling a little weird I guess. I don't feel nauseous but I have weird sensations in my tummy and alot more saliva and gassy the last couple of days. Stuffy nose, but no constipation yet like with Arya. Woke up a little dizzy and BBT was 97.60. Highest yet. Also really tired and Crabby! and I can feel my heart beating at night and have palpitations. Right now I have a 40% chance of being pregnant according to fertility friend. 7 pm I got really shaky and had a 99.4 temp lasted about 1 hour.
Feb. 26th~ 6 DPO~ I have mixed emotions today. Today is Arya's 1st Birthday! I am so blessed to have a happy healthy baby in my life. I am also sad bc I very badly want another one and although my AF isn't due for another week I feel like I am def. not pregnant! I just feel really negative! My BBT was 97.58 which is still very good. but I don't feel anything. No pinches no sore boobs no nausea not tired! No creamy CM and heck if I know what my cervix feels like! SIGH......NOTHING! :( ... 11:00 am had the slightest bit of soreness when I push on BB's.
Feb. 27th~ 7 DPO~Nothing today! Very mild sore BB's. Maybe one twinge but that's it. Not tired not sick! I'm getting sad about it all today! I tried to take an HPT and it was faulty. It didn't even have a reference line. Just my luck! BBT is 97.60 and also having heart palpitations. but I still feel very negative! 1WWFeb. 28th~8 DPO~ Heartburn last night and still sore BB's but nothing much else. Mar. 1st~ 9 DPO~ Very tired today and heartburn and sore BB's again. Neg HPT. 6 more days till AF is expected to show up. BBT 97.73Mar. 2nd~ 10 DPO~ Feeling a little gassy this morning. Didn't sleep very well last night. Same symptoms as this weekend. I keep praying for two lines by Friday!!!! 97.66 BBT and 68% chance of pregnancy according to FF...Mar. 3rd~ 11 DPO~ Still having sore BB's temps still 97.6. Had slight cramping yesterday. but nothing really out of the ordinary. Had one bought of nausea. I have no idea which way to think anymore. Neg. HPT. Having more cramping today. Mar. 4th~ 12 DPO~ Had more minor nausea lastnight and achy BB's this morning. and mild cramping on each side. BBT was 97.90 but I think that was a mistake. FF says 75% chance today. I still don't FEEL pregnant though! Two more days! Still having Neg HPT. It seems so silly having all these symptoms for nothing! If I'm not pregnant my body is really messed up then! hahaha! Mar. 5th~ 13 DPO~ Still nothing! Had some weird twingey pains in the front of my pelvic area last night and felt a teeny tiny bit nauseous but nothing that says your pregnant. Test was negative again today. Starting to think I may have O'd on day 4 dpo. I had a temp drop and then much higher temps then b4. That would put me at 9 dpo right now and able to test on Monday or Tuesday if AF doesn't show this weekend. If she isn't here by Friday the 13th then Maybe just maybe I got some sticky baby dust sprinkled on me! Mar. 6th~ 14 DPO~ Ok so AF is supposed to show today but no sign so far. I think she is just running late again like last month!!! Temps are at 97.83 still up and I have a headache today and slight cramps on and off, BB's still sore though.....I'm lost I have no idea what's going on! My husband's Dr. apt was today and a bit of scar tissue has grown back and needs to be removed. That is the best news for the situation. It is nothing serious just a pest! Off to the weekend.... We shall see what Monday holds! Mar. 7th~ 15 DPO~ Started spotting tonight. Here she comes!
4 Comments on Feb 2ww of disappointmentmastersimage -
Tuesday, 10 Mar Dont BD everynight but everyother night it takes sperm 24 hours to re build to healthy baby making sperm after released! ANd after you BD lay on your back with a pillow under your pelvis for at least 30 min. praying it happens for you soon! LiseyB -
Monday, 9 Mar I was the same as you - except I got to 19 days dpo and then Af Came! Sigh! Here we go again! kirra82 -
Monday, 9 Mar I'm so sorry to hear..... TTC puts us women through a lot of stress... Maybe next month BD every second day, make sure you lay on your back afterwards and dont go to the toilet after sex either.... make sure you relaxe for the next 2 weeks until O time and I reallly hope its your month... best of luck :) thebigtomato -
Monday, 9 Mar I'm sorry. It sucks when you get all worked up and then af comes! I don't even look for pregnancy signs anymore because I got so tired of getting myself all excited for nothing... :(