25-8-2009 - Im just useless!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Well im 31 weeks today.... i have my baby shower tomorroww, means i have to clean the HOLE house today, everything!

Ive been getting those early contractions i forget what they are called mum told me the other day that its normal... but should they hurt so much that i cant stand up? They dont feel normal to mee.

I heard on the radio the other day about this work at home thing... well that has been going great i cant find the site they are talking about... just all the scams, my partner dose get a good wage for his age and it dose rise when he turns 18... But at this moment everything is happening at the same time and we dont have much money left after we pay for everything... one income is just not enough... as soon as i turn 16 i am going to centerlink, but from now to then we need an other income, i feel useless to household because of it... before i met my partner i was a bitch and i was never home.. i would put my mother through the worse possible things you could imagin, and i have never had a job, and never had money of my own. and now its to late to get job! ARHHH

SO

Dose anyone know anything about a home bases job, thats not a scam?.....