23-10-2011 - 6 weeks

My mood while writing this blog: ok

Well last time i wrote i said i was 7 weeks, now i'm 6.. Funny how that goes. it will probably change again anyways once i have a midwife and we can confirm dating.

My last period was like aug 20thish.. and the last time i had sex was like Sept 15th so how i conceived this child a week or 2 later makes no sense! According to the hospitals ultrasound i was 4-5 weeks i took it at 5 weeks says i'm 6 weeks.

Anyways.. I bought the seabands today.. was feeling pretty ok most of the day.. but i'm kind aback to sick right now.. i don't know if they work or i got lucky today.

I think i'm getting sick.. I feel cold and my head is heavy.. GREAT!

I'm eating just about everything i'm not suppose to be and not taking my prenatal vitamins.. I haven't even had the time to buy them.. Ok thats a lie i've forgotten to grab them at every oppertunity i've had.

I'm making headway with getting the kids to sleep in their own bed.. they go to bed much easier now.. 20 mins tonight.. but always by the 3 hour mark they end up back in my bed.. I"m going to try stalling them tonight a little. I just need my sleep so it's really tough trying to be tough at this in your bed thing, but i have to for my sanity!. Less sleep now more sleep later?

I hosted a mommy group today. only 2 people showed up.. Why do people always ditch me. it's not even as if most of these people knew me this time. SIGH.. I put alot of work into today. I'm glad 2 kids enjoyed it , but was all that effort worth it i'm not 100% sure.

I've got christmas on the brain, i'm not sure why.. but i do.. I guess i just like everyone attitudes around that time. Hubby comes back Dec 5th.. and it's Jaden's first birthday the 6th.