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28-5-2009 - week 36... down goes life.. Hope baby drops soon too!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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RETARTED HOME LIFE-----RANT

...I stayed up until 3 am to do laundry for myself my daughter and husband cause it's been almost a week a half now.. I brought up my daughters clean laundry my mom flipped ( daughter shares a room with my moms office no way around her).. My mom ran downstairs, when she saw everything was as if i hadnt been there ( The laundry that had been sitting there for last 3 days was still there in the exact position mildewing and all). She just gave me a dirty look .. as if she has no way to prove i washed clothes and she wanted to yell at me, but nothing.. How do you explain to your asian husband that you can't use laundry facilities in your parents home where you live?.. families are soo close there he just doesn't understand, i don't understand either though to be honest.. I hope because i finally washed clothes it doesn't mean i'm going to suffer for another week or month.

I wish i had known she was going to be soo crazy when i bought my cloth diapers a many months ago.. I spent over $1000 on these.. i can't afford diapers on my budget now, but how i'm going to manage to do wash every 2 days i don' know?.. babies either going to go diaperless or hear a lot of screaming.. neither of which sounds like a good situation..

.Meanwhile my dad is poisionning my husband with retarded comments about women. I told my husband he wasn't aloud to come visit me in Canada if it means we have to stay with my parents EVER AGAIN. It's just too embarassing and causes a lot of hurt. Suppose to go to the casino today with my dad and hubby.. Hubby and i have a $20 limit each since we aren't in a good financial situation (gambeling is pretty low on the list of things we need to be affording right now).. My dad thinks i'm a #@$!h for limiting it so low. Last time my hubby was here he blew everything he had and had to borrow cash from me for his trip here ( which isn't bad but i support myself and my daughter on a 1/4 of what he makes with no help from him so i'm pretty paycheck to paycheck or was when i had a job! the $385 i make a month on mat leave now is pretty harsh so $20 is a lot).. since then he's been forbbiden to go.. He just has too much fire in his eyes..but i know he likes it.. so i was trying to meet him half way..I hope it doesn't prove to be the biggest mistake i've ever made( not cause of hubby cause of my dad ).

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Well went to the widwife last week.. was 35 cm.. so i gues si'm on track. she told me not to expect a 5lbs baby.. I guess i should mention about the tense home life on my next visit since i'll be delivering at home. or trying to. Just let them know there's been tension they don't need to know more..I hope everything will be finished or forgotten once this baby is born. No musuc plug yet.. No nothing!

I went swimming again last night.. i'm enjoying that alot.. i do however wish i had someone to go with.. husband doesn't really want to go, he goes running with my brother instead or biking.. ( cause it's free and he doesn't want to spend money.. see what i mean about the casino!)..

Milah is making stronger movements a little less frequent but she's always sure to let me know she is there.. I"m really trying to focus on this baby outside of all the chaos in my life..trying to stay calm.. and more exercise.. it's suppose to make you feel better right? I wish i wasn't soo sensitive and i could make all this roll off my back. Pregnant or not i'm one sensitive person.. Sorry this was suppose to be baby focused..obviously i got other things in my head right now..

Car is still running great though! YAhoo

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1 Comments on week 36... down goes life.. Hope baby drops soon too!


jumpingbean - Thursday, 28 May
I hope that things get better for you soon. Maybe with the birth of the baby everything will pass.