| Claire1987 | |
 | Age: 22 Country: USA Province/region: WA City: Covington Partner: Married. Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Dispatcher for tow trucks. (when needed) |
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Well I noticed blood this morning. And after asking for advice I went to see the doctor.
She pressed around and sent me to the hospital, where he did a vaginal exam.. With this horrible tool, it made me feel so horrible. I lay there as he checked my womb, and checked my ovaries.
He told me that I'd miscarried the baby.
I guess, I wasn't meant to have a child. Or maybe I did something, I don't know. But somehow it's my fault. It always will be.
I feel bad, empty.. Sad, hollow... And I feel bad for my Fiance he's not really talking about it. He's too worried about me. I just don't know what to say to him. I feel guilty, like this is somehow my fault.
I don't have a good past, and he's worried I'll do something, and I can't blame him.
I feel so lost right now, we both wanted it so badly.
2 Comments on Miscarried
xmummysazx - Saturday, 5 Apr
Hun, it isnt your fault at all these things happen unfortunatly:( ive had two miscarriages so i know that people telling you its not your fault wont make you feel any better. but the way you have to look at it is things happen for a reason and it just wasnt your time. it will happen for you when it is the right time. talk to your partner even if he wont talk to you. you need to talk openly about how you are feeling because keeping it bottled up will only make you feel alot worse. im here if need someone you know where to find me. Sarah xx
niseybear - Thursday, 3 Apr
It's NOT your fault luv, you did NOTHING wrong. Some women's bodies just aren't meant to carry children at certain times and for some women they aren't meant to carry at all. Hopefully you are not the latter! I wish you all the best and keep your faith sweetie! It'll happen for you one day..you will be someone's mommy! Best of luck.
| 03-4-2008 - Miscarried |  My mood while writing this blog:Sad, confused. |
Well I noticed blood this morning. And after asking for advice I went to see the doctor.
She pressed around and sent me to the hospital, where he did a vaginal exam.. With this horrible tool, it made me feel so horrible. I lay there as he checked my womb, and checked my ovaries.
He told me that I'd miscarried the baby.
I guess, I wasn't meant to have a child. Or maybe I did something, I don't know. But somehow it's my fault. It always will be.
I feel bad, empty.. Sad, hollow... And I feel bad for my Fiance he's not really talking about it. He's too worried about me. I just don't know what to say to him. I feel guilty, like this is somehow my fault.
I don't have a good past, and he's worried I'll do something, and I can't blame him.
I feel so lost right now, we both wanted it so badly.
2 Comments on Miscarried
xmummysazx - Saturday, 5 Apr
Hun, it isnt your fault at all these things happen unfortunatly:( ive had two miscarriages so i know that people telling you its not your fault wont make you feel any better. but the way you have to look at it is things happen for a reason and it just wasnt your time. it will happen for you when it is the right time. talk to your partner even if he wont talk to you. you need to talk openly about how you are feeling because keeping it bottled up will only make you feel alot worse. im here if need someone you know where to find me. Sarah xx
niseybear - Thursday, 3 Apr
It's NOT your fault luv, you did NOTHING wrong. Some women's bodies just aren't meant to carry children at certain times and for some women they aren't meant to carry at all. Hopefully you are not the latter! I wish you all the best and keep your faith sweetie! It'll happen for you one day..you will be someone's mommy! Best of luck.
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