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ClaireR
	Age: 29 Country: UK Province/region: Hampshire City: Southampton Partner: The love of my life Children: Yes, 5 Pregnant: Trying to conceive Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: SAHM
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05-3-2010 - why, why, why????

My mood while writing this blog:
at a loss

i'm feeling really emotional today and am doing all i can to stop myself from crying but its not working, the tears just keep on coming.
its almost 3yrs since my dad passed away aged 46 due to cancer and i still think about him every day but recently people just seem to be dropping like flies!
2 weeks ago, a family friend was on holiday in thailand and had a bike crash, he wrote on his facebook on the thursday about having a sore knee and he was dead the next day...he was 38.
a friend of a friend gave birth at 25 weeks and her darling little princess went to live with the angels 3 days later.
i heard this morning that a 14yr old boy had found a body hanged in a wooded area just up the road from me, turns out i knew him, he always had a smile on his face and something friendly to say, he worked in my local chippy which i go to every friday and always knew what i was going to order as soon as i walked through the door...he was 19!!!
i just can't understand why he would do such a thing or what was going through his head, it just seems like such a waste of life.
i really feel for his family, i went to school with his brother and can't even begin to imagine how they are feeling.
i'm not a religious person but somebody got it 100% right earlier when they said
"god" i have a right beef with you now enoughs enough stop taking people surely you have enough angels up there!!!!"
if there is a god...why can't he leave some of the good ones down here on earth for us???

2 Comments on why, why, why????

louisec - Saturday, 6 Mar
i was 26 when my dad died aged 69 and i was 33 when my mum died at 69yrs also. it does get easier and now i can talk and laugh about them both and what fantastic parents they where to me and my 6 siblings.you should not try to reflect and put all these deaths on your shoulders, concentrate on the life that you have and the life of your unborn child.

sarahuk - Saturday, 6 Mar
I'm with you on the why question. On March 16th it will be 1 year since my Dad died, i found out at lunchtime he had been taken into hospital being found in his flat with breathing difficulties and died that night in hospital with pnuemonia. My Brother-in-law died 2 months later having a short but painful battle with cancer. Im happy they both saw my little boy but i'm very sad i cant share this pregnancy with them. Its real hard going at the mo but if you want to chat it may do as the experts say, help to share with a stranger?Things will look up soon (they cant get much worse)xxxxxxxx

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