16-1-2012 - TTC update

My mood while writing this blog: frusterated

So here i am on month 6 of being on clomid. It hasnt worked 2-3 times out of the 5 ive already done. This is my 6th month on the clomid my dose is 150mg and for 10 days not the usual 5! 10 days....well i guess i will see how i feel after being on it that long. Im also taking 850 mg pills of metformin two to three times a day. I was told by my gyno i should be hearing from the fertility clinic by the end of this month. I had my paper work sent into them in october of 2011. This has been a very frusterating journey. For some reasons when you want to be pregnant, everyone around you is and you are not. This is how it seems and well i dont go very far from home if i dont have to and i barely talk to anyone outside of working. It seems easier to not have to answer to anyones remarks or questions. My daughter is going to be 18 months in a few days and with this everyone seems to say should start on the second, even strangers. We have not prevented pregnacy since jessen was 6 months and i have almost completed 6 months of clomid. Im getting angry i guess. im waiting for my not so good of luck to leave. Also today was my last day of taking prometrium so i can have my cycle begin and take my 10 days of clomid.

Colleen