02-12-2008 - Pregnancy Update: week 22

My mood while writing this blog: labour worries me

11:09am - Tuesday (windy) here in CT

I think today I am depressing myself with the thought of going through Labour and childbirth, It sucks to think about it and not no what to expect or no what it feels like, It kills me not knowing what I will go through or how I will react, I live my life being incontroll of it , I read as many books as I can and speak to as many people as I can to gain experience so I can no what to expect and how to deal with things before they happen to me, but with this it doesnt matter how many books I read and how many people I speak to, it just never clears up anything for me, because I am well aware of what could happen, but I still dont really no what to expect... the feeling, the emotion... everything, it's untold and thats the answers I'm looking for, non exsistant answers, It leaves me with the fact that I will have to experience it for myself, to fully understand it... it bothers me.

ok Update: morning sickness still present, baby is as busy as a bee can be, I am starting to find it difficult to turn in bed and no real cravings yet. I think thats it...

:-)