08:37 -warm in CT today...

Hi ladies

I am thinking of having a scheduled C-section for when I'm 38weeks, I don't want to go through labour I am getting very very scared now or let me say terrified!!! and I cant go into labour with this scardy cat attitude, so I'm thinking that since I have been suffering with headaches, backaches, swollen feet, morning sickness, round ligament pain, calv pain and stupid people for the past almost 8 months, I think I'm just gonna go ahead and have myself cut and take baby out, stay in hosp for 5days and heal and I'm thinking since my family will be there to help me with baby, I think it shouldn't be that difficult to manage her... Right? what do u think? I no I am sorta shooting myself in the foot but I cant handle thinking of labour and no knowing what to expect, at least when I search the net or read books on C-sections there r plenty information to give me a good idea how it will be and half of the woman in my family went through it, so I think I should get some good advice from them, I just no that my mom will declare war on my decition but right now I'm thinking of being a mommy and I want to keep consentrating on that, I hate the fact that I worry so much about labour that I never think about my baby, I want to be excited like you guys are and I cant be excited if everytime I think of the baby I think of how she will be entering this world, so I think that if I have a c that I can at least sit back and relax (4 now) and think of her, and not myself all the time...

Please Advise...

I need alot of help with this decition, hubby doesnt really care, he just wants me to be happy... So he says yes and pays for whatever I want...

*sigh*

Co0per