04-3-2009 - week 35

My mood while writing this blog: ok today

11:30am windy in CT

hello dolly's

hows everybody doing?

so I am doing great, baby is fine as well, went for a check up on Monday, doctor gave me the "no epidural" talk, the freakn hospital I am going to does not allow epidurals because they dont have the equipment!!!

I am officially terrified now... My mom says I mustnt be scared because It must happen and in the end I am going to be happy I went through it in that manner... But I feel scared, i dont no what to expect... so anyway, its gonna be me and the worst pain I have ever felt, when i do give birth.

I kinda wish things would move along, I hate getting up at night to go to the loo... my bones hurt and my v hurts and the pressure on my bladder kills me... turning in bed is difficult, but I handle everything and tell myself it must be that way.

My blood test results came back and everything is perfect, I have no un-usual deseases, my urine was clean as well, I got more tablets , iron and folic acids.

the doc says, "now all we have to do is wait"

and boy am i waiting and hubby is waiting and the family is waiting oh so patiently for this little one to arrive...

I had my babyshower on Sunday, it was lotsa fun, I couldnt believe the beautiful gifts I got from my family and friends, only 3 of hubbys family members showed up... well anyway... I had lotsa fun with my family, I had to dance and sing and write babys name with my tummy... LOL.. it was hilerious...

well further on at the end of the day I am sooooo excited but yet extremely terrified of what I am about to go through, so I pray to God that everything will be OK , it doesnt have to be wonderful, Ok will do for me, just as long as I come out safe on the otherside...

Cooper