18-10-2009 - Surgery

My mood while writing this blog: A bit scared

Well, i'm having surgery tomozza, i'm trying not to think about it too much, but what can i say "it's on my mind".

I guess i'm hoping to open my eyes after the surgery to the doctor telling me everything is alright, but i know from the pain that i have been having that there is something going on, i don't know why i haven't paid more attention to my body before this.

It has started to affect our sex life as well, it's just so painful during and after, which has started making me not want to bd which is not fair on hubby, he is so great can i say, last night i had a bath to relax me, turned the lights off, lit a candle, turned on some soft music - it was just what i needed, and he came in and scratched my back and trickled water over me ( so relaxing). He is more than i could ever wish for.

My mother is taking me in tomorrow and staying with me she is also taking two days off to be with me, (she's a nurse) how great is that, she is the best.

Well i have a busy day today getting everything organised for the week, better be off

I'll get on and blog the results asap girls, xoxoxox