19-12-2008 - Annnnnnd Another Week Down!

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

Alright so im glad that another week has passed without any problems that i know of...no bleeding or anything...thank god. but man oh man have i not been feeling good the last couple of days...morning sickness is probably kicking in...but im hoping its not going to kick my ass this time around...with my son it was BRUTAL for like almost 2 months..and i still had it every morning until the day he was born....i know its a good sign..but god it almost killed me last time..haha...oh well i can deal with it as long as my little guy/girl is doing great! hmmm what else is new...well i keep getting sleepy at the crappiest times for me..Landon (my son) naps usually at like 11am until 1pm ish...and i cant seem to make myself sleep when he does..and i always get friggin exhausted at like 4pm..and of course by then i cant go to bed for a nap cause Landon is awake!! hahaha it sucks having to make urself stay awake and concentrate on entertaining a 22 month old..but hey mommies do what they have to do!!! lol....

This weekend feels like it going to suck for me..cause my fiance is working overtime all weekend and is staying out of town so he doesnt have to commute the whole entire time..which leaves me bored and alone and tired!!! poor Landon..he always misses his daddy when he cant see him everyday....and dare i say poor me..since i love when 5pm comes and Mark gets home and Mommy finally gets a break..hahahha (GOD I LOVE BATHS BY MYSELF) hahahaha

Oh yes...and i before i forget..i have something the same from my pregnancy with Landon, going on right now..which makes me laugh...i only ever want to eat SPAGHETTI in the mornings now...hahahha thats one of the first things i remember being like when i was preggo the first time..hahaha....mmmmmm yummy...weird that the only thing my tummy can handle is spaghetti....seriously...women's bodies are soo strange some times...hahaha well i have my appt in the next 2 weeks..kinda nervous about it but he wouldnt really know if anything was wrong...which is why im going to INSIST on an ultrasound..and thank god that i live in Canada..because with our healthcare its alot easier to get stuff when u want it done..(well most of the time)..and we dont pay for it.....im always sooo friggin shocked when i read how other ladies on here get such a brush off when it comes to pregnancy tests and ultrasounds and paying for healthcare...seriously something should be done about that!!! i mean u wonderful ladies are carrying the most precious thing!!! if that isnt super important for healthcare what the hell is???? lol sorry it bothers me that some people are treated soo shitty.

well i guess i should go eat something since im STARVING and i actually wanna eat something!! hahaha

hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!!!

Cyn