03-1-2009 - Doctor Appt

My mood while writing this blog: Kinda Sick

So i had my first doctor appt on Dec. 31....the typical 8 week checkup i suppose...it started out with just filling out the paperwork with my family doctor..about previous pregnancies and all that stuff...and then the dreaded part came......PAP SMEAR TIME....ahhhhhhhh i hate it!!! like seriously.....why the hell do i have to get one everytime i have my first prenatal visit...blah..anyways..so as i plan on having a scheduled c-section this time around..i asked him if there was anything different i should know about...he just told me that my obgyn will probably try to talk to me about trying a Vag birth after a Section....and i answered. NO thanks. not going to happen..i've made up my mind...there is no room for changing it..hahahaha...not for me at least.

Well so now all i have to do is get my blood work done..as soon as i can..which isnt easy considering my fiance is working all the time and my son is always with me...i think ill try today if they have the lab open on a sat..if not..then Monday...and he gave me a sheet to book an ultrasound for in about a month or so...so the beginning of Feb..which will make me about 13-14 weeks...which is around the same time i had my first ultrasound with my son....he said i could go sooner but that 14 weeks was a good time to see all the chambers of the baby's heart and they are more likely to tell me if EVERYTHING is going okay..then they are earlier..sooo im just going to make myself wait 4 more weeks for the benefit of making sure EVERYTHING will be okay and not just some parts....SOoOOO its probably going to drive me crazy waiting but hopefully it will all be worth it and i can finally get a chance to relax and breath instead of constantly feeling like its going to be all ripped away from me again...i cant let myself get toooo happy about everything (well on the outside to other people) yet because i just sometimes feel like it will jinx it..which is stupid i know..but i cant help it haha....so i limit myself from making future plans for the baby still..until i can find it in myself to calm down and allow other people to see how excited and happy i am....which probably wont be until that ultrasound...*sigh* 4-5 weeks to go..haha....alright well other than all that fun...i have been pretty goood...morning sickness had kicked my ass for the last few weeks..so now im taking Diclicton..(or however that is spelt..im not looking at the bottle its upstairs hahah) and boy does it help out..its been proven completely safe...so this pregnancy i decided to try it..my first one i was big on not taking anything...but with having an almost 2 year old..i HAVE to be able to function during the day...soooo i gave in and decided to ask my doctor about it...so far i can actually see and eat food without throwing my lungs up...BIG THUMBS UP hahaha

well thats it for my rant today...=) hope everyone is doing wonderfully

*hugs*

Cyn