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04-5-2009 - Stupid Damn Things.

My mood while writing this blog: Pissy...no wait..super pissy

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Alright...So im in a really crappy mood right about now...argh...i feel like everything is not going right and im about to lose my damn mind....sorry about the cussing..but trust me im trying to use the less offensive ones in that category hahahaha..
Blah..im just so stressed out right now...we're trying to FIND a new house before July because im probably going to have my c-section for the end of July...and we keep going back and forth as to what we need and what we should do....should we rent or buy and how much can we get for the money and space that we need etc...we know all the pros and cons but its a pain in the ass....we also have to get a new car (cause the other one is going to die soon..piece of crap..okay not really..its just got alot of miles cause my fiance travels alot for work)...plus all the packing, moving, money cost, etc...argh....i just need to find a place soon so i can get my nesting urges started!!! i want to get Landon's big boy room started cause we're going to be moving him from his crib to his new toddler bed when we move and then i want to decorate it in the primary colors...and im having a bitch of a time finding toddler bedding in CANADA that will work..they seriously have NOTHING in all the stores..and if i want to order online its from the STATES and it will cost me a damn fortune! then i have to find a new theme for this little guy...cause i want to have new baby bedding for him...we're using the same furniture but i want to make a new nursery that will be just for him....and im having the same issue as with Landon's toddler bedding...FRUSTERATING!!! and all that craps not even taking into account that me and Mark CANNOT agree on a name for our child...and not only the first name ..ALL NAMES..we have NOTHING...its driving me insane!! it took us almost 8 months with Landon to name him but at least we agreed on some names...with this little guy, we dont at all.... apparently we used them all up with Landon..haha crap. argh man...Mark likes all the common names and im very much into the non common..not like crazy out there..but not common...i dont want my kids to have 3-4 kids in their class with the same name..i want them to have their own little identity (not saying they will get that from JUST their name..but u know what i mean..hopefully)....man oh man am i whinny in this blog hahahaha...sorry ladies..hopefully i didnt drive u that crazy...but argh..i need to get things moving cause i hate standing still when i have soo much i need to do and its NOT cooperating with me...i only have like 13 weeks before my little guy comes and im feeling very much unprepared in the living arrangements and organizing aspects..*sigh*

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2 Comments on Stupid Damn Things.


prettybird - Tuesday, 5 May
Awwww... I feel your pain to a certain degree. You are under way more pressure than I am... with a pending move and auto purchase (blah) . But doing anything that requires concentration or a clear head is so HARD while pregnant. I soooooo understand. God forbid I wake up at night cause then and especially then my mind starts to kick in to high anxiety gear and I loose it. Everything seems harder, more stressful, and just plain SUCKY. Hang in there lady. We are all in this along with you....just in differant shapes and forms. :)

shesxchaotic - Monday, 4 May
Ok so how weird is it that I was just in tears over similar things when I read your blog? I seriuosly burst into tears because I couldn't find the iTunes card I bought the other day. I'm stressed and I'm dying to start getting things ready but there's not enough time in the day or enough money to go around! We're by no means broke or struggling but it seems like all of a sudden there are so many expenses! Ugh! Hopefully we'll both get on track and be able to nest and relax before it's time to have our little ones. Good luck!!!