26-8-2008 - Waiting around

My mood while writing this blog: SAD

God can anything get anymore annoying. My baby is due TOMMOROW and he still have not even made an attempt to show any signs of arriving.

I went to see my midwife today and she said my baby is average/larger than normal my baby is going to rip me open when he arrives i only petite and little. I was also told that his head is not as low as it was before when i saw her, so that just annoying me even more knowing he not coming out.

I feel fat and ugly and horrible, i just want him to come out now. I feel so horrible i got Ben and Jerrys Ice-Cream in the freezer waiting for me and i cooking a HUGE FAT meaty really cheesy pizza to make myself feel better.

I dont think he is going to come out now and its upsetting me lots, i am getting real tired and my feet are really hurting. My midwife comes on Saturday to my house to check up on me and maybe do a membrane sweep and book me in for my induction day. I wanted the baby to come on his own...

Some say something that just going to make me feel better. I feel sad and misserable and very tearful :(