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22-10-2009 - HES HERE!! (PiCS iNSiDE!!)

My mood while writing this blog: HAPPY..bUT SAd.

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0MG.. MY S0N iS THE NEW L0VE 0F MY LiFE!! HE iS S0 HANdS0ME!! & i L0VE HiM M0RE THAN EVER!! HE WAS dUE N0V.19.. bUT HES HERE N0W!! L0NG ST0RY SH0RT i HAVE HiGH BL00d PRESSURE.. ..i WENT T0 MY dR. APPT 0N 0CT. 20 & SHE (MY 0b/GYN) N0TiCEd i ALS0 HAd PREECLAMPSiA!! S0 SHE RUSHEd ME T0 THE H0SPiTAL NEXT d00R & AR0UNd 2PM SHE iNdUCEd MY LAb0R!! MY S0N'S FATHER WAS THERE AT THE dR. APPT & HE WENT T0 THE H0SPiTAL WiTH ME!! HE WAS THERE F0R ME THE WH0LE 9 YARdS & ACTEd AS iF HE CAREd S0 MUCH!! MY dR. T0Ld US THAT MY S0N WiLL bE b0RN S0ME TiME AR0UNd 3PM 0N 0CT.21 bECAUSE AT THE TiME i WAS 0NLY 1CM. 0F C0URSE MY S0N HAd 0THER PLANS F0R US!!.. MY WATER bR0KE AR0UNd 2 S0METHiNG THAT M0RNiNG & HE WAS b0RN AT 2:46am. HE WAS 4 P0UNdS & 6 0Z.. N0 EPidURAL!! i FEEL LiKE A TR0PPER!! lol. SiNCE HiS FATHER WAS THERE F0R ME & WE WERE 0N G00d TERMS i WENT AHEAd & NAMEd THE bABY AFTER HiM!! & MY S0N L00KS JUST LiKE HiM!! HE WAS AT THE H0SPiTAL EVERYdAY WiTH ME & EVEN SPENT A NiGHT!! TELLiN ME HE STiLL L0VE ME.. KiSSiN ME.. & SAYiN H0W HAPPY HE WAS!! HE EVEN SAiD WE WAS A FAMiLY N0W!! i JUST G0T 0UT THE H0SPiTAL T0dAY (0CT.22) AR0UNd 7PM.. G0T H0ME & L0GGEd 0NT0 MY MYSPACE & CHANGEd MY STATUS T0--> "JUST G0T H0ME.. HATE i HAd T0 LEAVE MY S0N AT THE H0SPiTAL, BUT ME ANd HiS dAddY iS G0iN T0 SEE HiM T0M0RR0W.. S0 N0 biGGiE!! HE'S bEEN S0 G00d T0 ME!! WE'RE A FAMiLY N0W LiKE HE SAid & WE'RE HAPPY!! =]" THEN THE GiRL HE LEFT ME F0R SAW iT & UPFR0NTEd HiM Ab0UT iT CAUSE APPARENTLY THEY'RE STiLL TALKiN AFTER HE KEPT TELLiN ME THESE PAST FEW dAYS dAT HE d0NT MESS WiTH HER N0 M0RE... 0F C0URSE SHE WAS MAd T0 KN0W WE WAS STiLL MESSiNG AR0UNd CAUSE HE WAS TELLiN HER HE d0NT TALK T0 ME N0 M0RE!!!!! HE WAS LYiNG T0 THE b0TH 0F US!! S0 T0NiGHT HE MAdE THE dECUSSi0N THAT HE d0NT WANT ME & HiM T0 MESS AR0UNd ANYM0RE ANd THAT HE WANTS T0 bE WiTH HER!! i WAS LiKE WHAT THE FUCK!! i JUST HAd Y0UR bAbY YESTERdAY & Y0U WAS ALL TALK Ab0UT H0W WE WAS A FAMiLY N0W & SHiT!! & THEN HE G0ES WE AiNT N0 FAMiLY WE JUST G0T A bABY T0GETHER!!!! PRETTY FUCKEd UP 0N MY ENd HUH!!

i CANT bELiEVE i LET HiM GET T0 ME.. i FEEL S0 STUPiD F0R bELiEVEd THE SHiT HE WAS SAYiNG!! i KNEW iT WAS T0 G00d T0 bE TRUE!! i FEEL S0 STUPid & iM JUST SiCK 0F CRYiNG!!!

i CANT EVEN bE HAPPY MY S0N iS HERE CAUSE EVERY TiME i L00K AT HiS PiCTURES THATS iN MY PH0NE ALL i SEE iS HiS dAd!! i dNT EVEN WANNA G0 UP T0 THE H0SPiTAL T0 SEE HiM T0M0RR0W!! i MEAN d0NT GET ME WR0NG.. i L000VE MY S0N.. bUT i JUST KN0W WHEN i SEE HiM i W0NT SEE HiM AS HiM.. i'LL SEE HiM AS HiS dAddY!! & iT STiLL HURTS!! L00K AT HiM!!







N0T 0NLY d0ES HE L00K JUST LiKE HiM, bUT HES NAMEd AFTER HiM ALS0. (JUM0Nd JR.) UGH. i HATE iT SEEMS LiKE iM MAKiNG HiM SUFFER F0R WHAT HiS dAddY did T0 ME.. & i d0NT WANT iT T0 bE THAT WAY!! bECAUSE i L0VE MY bABY!! i JUST CANT bELiEVE i LET HiS dAddY d0 ME WR0NG F0R A SEC0Nd TiME!! PLEASE C0MMENT!! i NEEd ALL dA AdViCE iN dA W0RLd!!! & iM iN NEEd 0F A CHEER UP!!!!!! =[

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9 Comments on HES HERE!! (PiCS iNSiDE!!)


yazzmin-16yrsapart - Friday, 2 Apr
I just came across your page & blog (I know I'm late). He's young, so he's acting his age. But not only that, he has a child with you now, so he feels like your gonna be there, your not going anywhere. Don't allow him to treat you like an option, although I know that's very hard to do because you love him & you have a new baby. As long as you allow him to play both sides & make yourself available all the time, he's gonna feel like the man. What you don't have to do is share "ANY" man. You deserve much better. You will not fall out of love over night (it's gonna hurt) so find things to do (I'm sure the baby keeps you busy). I wish you the best sweetheart but trust me the worst thing you can do is keep giving in & allowing him to flip flop back & forth. Men are made for the chase. So when you're not a challenge anymore, game over (I hate to say it). As women (at any age) we also hate to feel we're losing our man to another woman more than anything. But if he's gonna continue to treat you bad, than your really not losing anything because he'll do her the same (if not worst). Pray about it because your baby deserves both of you. Even if you guys don't get back together, you at least want to have a good, understanding relationship as parents, for the seek of your beautiful baby. You don't want to raise him in drama trust me. Have a blessed one & I hope it all works out.

I~Luv~Tuesday - Saturday, 24 Oct
Whoo hoo congrats girl! Leave dat boy alone and let him suffer! He will c how you and UR son is doin ! NAd get mad enjoy this time cause they grow so fast! Be strong for you and urs not him and his bs. real talk!

cartermommy7 - Friday, 23 Oct
let me tell you something boo i know were you are coming from and everyone has or will be and that situation once or more and there life and it will never change it will always hurt the same just think of it this way you just left before it gotten any worse what if yall would have gotten married then you found out he was with another girl or he up and left you and your son after you give your world to him as his wife and mother of his child. I know you think you give everything for him to stay but like it was said earlier that was the problem baby our god is a jealous god and no one comes before him and then after him comes your son because that love is uncondiional and yes they always come back but you dont let him move on with your life as a new mommy and show him that you dont need him cause that is his motivation you needing him , him knowing that he can come back to you when ever he wants and you will be right there with open arms dont do that to yourself and most of all dont do it to your son you teach him how special women are and teach him how to be a real man when its his time, listen to this song baby plies feat. chrisj and listen to the words not the music and also fantasia babymama those words are insperational when it comes to being a single mom you will find somebody and he will be there with those same open arms you had but this time it will be for you and your son. god bless and keep praying baby

MoNtRiCe8488 - Friday, 23 Oct
You have the right girl to change your son's name if you want. I personally don't believe in passing down th e father's name to "Junior's" I think the baby should be an individual. But whatever makes you happy. Don't stress.

bluejeans - Friday, 23 Oct
CONGRATULATIONS what a shock!! Your son is absolutly beautiful. And while he may look like your ex hes not, he is your beautiful,amazing,innocent little boy who needs his mum. Your ex is an idiot but at least he was there during the birth. I know you love him but really your life is goning to be so much better without some treating you like that. My mum (who has been married twice and divorced twice) told me she was devestaed after her divorce but later on when she looked back she wondereed what all the fuss was about so good luck and go enjoy your little boy.

claire louise - Friday, 23 Oct
And hun you could always change his name! Its not to late.xxx

claire louise - Friday, 23 Oct
What a dick head!!!Congrets on the baby hun.xxx

jaklynn - Friday, 23 Oct
Congratulations, your little boy is absolutely beautiful! He is perfect!! I'm glad you are both doing well in spite of your troubles with his father. Please try to focus on your son and his needs - he is well worth it. You are a beautiful and strong young woman and now a mother, you've made it before without your boyfriend.You can do this - seek the love and support of family and friends that help you focus on you son and your well being.

5 miracles and an angel - Friday, 23 Oct
Well first off Congratz mama.. Secondly, boys will be boys, they come and they go, but that beautiful lil boy of yours will be there forever. Let his father be a lesson on how you will teach him to never treat a woman. He knew what he was doing, he butter you and get you feeling good so you name the baby after him, especially if he wanted you too and knew you wasnt he did what he had to do to get his wish, but dont let him get too you. You are a beautiful young lady and even though your pictures didnt upload I am sure he is a handsome little man, so enjoy motherhood and even if it is a front, make him recognize that you dont need him, but the other way around, you got his son. What he got? Let the other female gloat that she got him, but little do she know yoyu still have him for another 18 years. Whatever they have made fade away, but the bond you two have can never go away because of the baby. Whether she likes it or not you still will be involved in his life beause of Jumond Jr.