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| 03-7-2009 - I miss my husband. | My mood while writing this blog:Sad! |
Well here is my story. I am originally from Russia. We moved to the states when i was 11, so I pretty much grew up here. I met my husband in Switzerland when I went to visit my friend who is from Russia and was studying in Swiss, (she is now my sister in law). Me and Husband talked on the phone few times but when he found out im going to Swiss he made me a surprise by coming by also and when I was at a lounge with his sister he showed up and sat next to me. Ever since then we are forever together. Met in January 2008, got married June 22, 2008 had a wedding party October 11, 2008. Now its been a year and we are about to have our first child. I live in Russia now with him, but recently came here to be closer to my family and friends. I do not want to be giving birth without my mother near me. I had to travel 12 hrs on a plane to get here it was very tiring and had to come here as early as possible. My husband will be coming here hopefully July 21,,, so I can not wait anymore. I have been here already since June 17. Doing all the shopping for our baby girl without him is sad. I really wish he would be apart of it. We spend all day talking on the web cam today. Me showing him the little cute dresses I had bought through the cam. It is just sad. I miss him soo much and I need his support right now more then ever. I was at the hospital the other day since I had contractions and they wouldnt stop so I was sent home. My doc told me I shouldnt be worried but I must rest more often, and that I am just getting closer to full term. But being at the hospital I really wished My husband was there with me. For some odd reason being there I felt bad for myself. I guess since I am pregnant I want someone to feel sorry for me that I have an IV in my vein and that my heart is racing since I'm scared to go through labor. I dont know if anyone else is feeling this way or maybe it's just me. Well point is I miss him and cant wait till he flies to us, so I no longer have to feel alone and wont be so afaraid to go through labor since he will be by my side.