04-7-2009 - June 1,2009

My mood while writing this blog: excited

OK I WAS AT WALMART TODAY GETTING MY SON'S BIRTHDAY PICTURES TAKEN AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT A BIG GUSH THAT FELT LIKE MY WATER HAD JUST BROKE. SO I WENT TO THE BATHROOM TO FIND OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON AND NOTICED THAT MY PANTS WERE COVERED IN BLOOD. I FREAKED OUT I THOUGHT I WAS HAVING A MISCARRIAGE. I TODAY MY FIANCE TO PAY FOR THE PICTURES BECAUSE WE NEEDED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. HE ASKED ME WHY AND I TOLD HIM WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND THAT I THOUGHT I WAS MISCARRING. SO WHEN WE ARRIVED TO THE HOSPITAL AND FINALLY GOT CHECKED IN AND WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE ROOM I WAS PRAYING TO GOD THAT I WASN'T HAVING A MISCARRIAGE. WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE DOCTOR TO COME IN I WAS TRYING TO RELAX MY BODY. WHEN THE DOCTOR CAME IN HE ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG AND I TOLD HIM I THINK I'M HAVING A MISCARRIAGE. HE ASKED ME IF I WAS HAVING ANY MENSTRAUL LIKE CRAMPS OR ANY CLOTS PASSING AND I TOLD HIM NO. HE THEN DID A PAP SMEAR AND EXAMINED ME AND HE TOLD ME THAT THE BLEEDING IS STOPPING ON IT'S OWN. HE THEN TOLD ME I WAS GOING TO BE WHEELED TO THE ULTRASOUND ROOM TO GET AN ULTRASOUND DONE TO SEE WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS. I WAS SAD BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WAS LOSING MY BABY. I'M 11 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS ALONG AT THIS POINT. AND SINCE I'M RH NEGATIVE HE ORDERED THE RHO-GAM SHOT FOR ME. SO A NURSE CAM IN A WHEELED ME TO THE ULTRASOUND ROOM AND DID MY ULTRASOUND AND COME TO FIND OUT THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY BABY I DIDN'T LOSE IT I WAS SO EXCITED. I GOT SOME ULTRASOUND PICS OF MY BABY AND I GOT TO HEAR IT'S HEARTBEAT FOR THE FIRST TIME. THEY WHEELED ME BACK AND THE DOCTOR CAME IN AND TOLD ME WHAT WAS WRONG THAT I HAD HEMMORAGED FROM LIFTING SOMETHING HEAVY THE WRONG WAY. THEN THE NURSE CAME IN AND GAVE ME MY SHOT AND THEY SENT ME HOME.