08-10-2008 - No fun today

My mood while writing this blog: pain - sad

Well I thought today was going to be a good day for having a baby. Having had contractions all day yesterday that worked their way down to about 3- 6 mins apart and lasting anything up to 2 mins and hurting like hell! With bad back ache too.

I got to the point where I was sooo exhausted I went to bed for a lay down, I only remember having 2 more contractions then nothing! I don't remember a thing till 7:50 this morning!!!!! Prob the best nights sleep in ages but I was up late for taking the kids to school, but bless my other half he had all ready gone with them. :-)

So I thought I'd get up and start cleaning and get ready for these contractions again!

No DISASTER!!!! I stupidly went to let the dogs out (the children have been helping me with them as I'm so large I can't see what i'm doing), I had their food in my hands and one of them jumped at me excitedly, I kicked out to try and protect myself, but as I did i heard a horid clicking in my pelvise followed by total agonising pain shooting throw my pelvise and the dog scratched all down my belly with his sharp claws!!!!!!!! :-( I just droped the dog food and bent over in total, total pain :-( (to all annimal lovers, don't worry I didn't actually kick the dog, I only kicked my leg out to stop him jumping towards me, with no affect! They have been hand trained so look for hand signals only!)

Any way I had to drag myself back in to the house and to the chair in the kitchen where I just didn't know what to do with myself! I felt sooo sick I couldn't even eat my breakfast! Thankfully my other half had got home and was able to carry me to the sofa.

I called the doc and she told me to get in the car and come into surgery!!! I said I can't walk I doubt i'll get in the car! I spoke to my other half and he said their was no way that he could get me in to the car and out again at the surgery (we have a landrover!) so I called the surgery back and said it just wasn't going to happen and could a doc come to me? But no, they totally refused and instead have told me to take paracetomol and hope I haven't done any damage and too keep my legs crossed for a day or two and hope I don't have a baby! If I can't walk by tommorrow then they will worry more......

The good news is I can now shuffel round the house, the parecetamol must be working. The bad news is Im not having any contractions at all now, just back to the occasional BH :-(

I feel sooooo stupid! :-( and debilitated! :-(