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Erin A
	Age: 19 Country: US Province/region: Michigan City: Grand rapids Partner: Josh Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation:
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06-10-2008 - Pregnancy update 10-7-08

My mood while writing this blog:
depressed

So its been awhile since i updated so i thought i would do that.

We found out on the 1st at are 3rd ultrasound that the baby is for sure a boy. My boyfriend (daddy) is very excited. I am excited but am having a hard time naming the little guy. We are currently thinking Brandon Allan.

Josh ,the father, has been awesome for the most part and sometimes i have a hard time including him / asking for help which i think really bothers him but im use to being independent and being pregnant with no father there. (thats how it was with my first)

Last night on October 6 i called the doctor at around 8:30- 9 pm due to having constant pain in my right side. We were ready to take me to the hospital due to having a couple strong braxton hicks contractions at work and cramping all day long. The doctor told me to just take a warm bath/shower and go to bed so thats what i did and all was better this morning. Im just worried due to we are not aloud to sit at all while im at work and if im already getting this i dont know how much longer i can continue to do it and i cant really afford not to work my 20 hours. My boyfriend is already working 70+ hours between 2 jobs a week. Im also going to school and finding it harder and harder to keep up on my classes each and every day due to being so tired.

I have also been rather depressed with this baby, i feel so unattractive and just want to cry all the time. Im also taking alot of my depression out on my son and i hate it. Im on medication normally but im having a hard time remembering it along with many other things.

So overall im sick of being pregnant and feel horrible all the time. If im having a good day with my depression which is rare my whole body aches. I keep telling myself only 15 more weeks but im having a really hard time with that. I just am not as excited about this pregnancy and i thought i would be or should be and its really hard.

1 Comments on Pregnancy update 10-7-08

cowgirlygirl28 - Tuesday, 7 Oct
Awww it will get better hon..I have those moments too..Give it time, things will get better!

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