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04-6-2009 - ?!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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ok so my last blog had some responses that i wanted to address....i know i am acting like a baby. i feel like one. i HATE it. i hate crying and having anxiety and breaking down and feeling out of control. i wrote my blog to VENT and that was the ONLY reason. i know i have responsibilites. my pregnancy was a SUPRISE. i know i have a lot of growing up to do still! and i also know that i wouldnt purposely become a mother when i had so much other things going on that i need to take care of first. but things happen and i love my son and am glad i had him and i never regret it. so ya i have some things a little out of order but i cant change that now. i just needed to get somethings out bc i dont have anyone to talk to right now bc my fiance isnt home. but it really isnt nice to say mean and degrading things to someone who is already upset and already knows. my number one priority right now is to be a mother, being a student comes second and so does working and paying bills. it sucks. i dont want things to be this way and i know they shouldnt be. so please dont leave anything to make me feel worse. i didnt even care if anyone read my blogs, it just makes me feel better to write or type things instead of holding them in.... if someone has adivce or support or encouragemtn or would like to share a similar expierence that is great but please dont tell me to quit being a baby and to grow up bc i already know that and it isnt helping

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5 Comments on ?!


shavg - Thursday, 4 Jun
For starters, Im sorry u have debt issues...it always sucks to know u owe people something and cant do anything about it at that moment.
Secondly, Im sorry that some arrogant fu*kers decided to pick on u. Not everyone has the opportunity to work and have a child. I myself would rather just get by on one wage then work my ass off just to pay for SOMEONE ELSE to bring up my baby. Im sure childcare is cheaper there in the states, as i literally would earn 20 a day after paying childcare costs...no why the heck would anyone do that. Some peopl piss me right off man, And I think you should delete that person from your list as im sure u already have. Geez wouldnt it be heaven to have childcare huh! Its like my neighbours...they are 35-45 with 2 kids, one of which is 10 and he is at bording school and comes home monthly....AT TEN! and the other is the same age as felix and lives with the grandparents during the week, so both parents can work full time and earn the big bucks for a nice house and a new driveway and a new bmw 4wd! I mean come on people WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT in having a child if u dump it at daycare 6 days a week?? Tara, im totally with u on being a stay at home mum, it just means that until Forest is 4-5 u guys will have to make sacrifices. Also yeah maybe look into babysitting or something for a bit more cash. Anyway love take care and dont feel too down on urself, alot of us have similar issues...
Much love Siobhan and Felix x0x

dezmar123 - Thursday, 4 Jun
honey im sorry if you felt offended by what i said. the point wasw for you to realize that sittin on your ass crying isnt going to get you anywhere. its called TOUGH LOVE!!! if you read any of my blogs i said i feel like every pregnant woman is my sister we are all doing somethin special together. and you have to be responsible......if you dont, you think your hurting now, give it a couple months and your gonna be standing on a cliff. I am where you are, just tried to give you some sisterly love, didnt know you have a hard time with the truth.

kristalsfirst - Thursday, 4 Jun
wow i didnt even read the responses on ur last blog until now. Firstly, i would delte those people off your friends list that were rude. You are here to vent and we ALL act like babies from time to time so who cares!!!! she is stressed and came here to vent and for someone with anxiety it is freakin hard to crontol!!! i have anxiety too and i know whats it liks and if typing helps it then great, F all the people who were rude just delete them from ur list so ur future blogs u dont have to worry abut those kind of responses. im sure she KNOWS its not a free pass but she was just venting so LEAVE HER ALONE. Saying something like "i hope things get better" would have been A LOT BETTER WAY to handle it and to make a young mother feel better!!!!!!!!!

stoney - Thursday, 4 Jun
I just read the previous blog you had! My GOD!! What the hell is wrong with people!! You say something so that the friends you made on this site can say Sorry to hear, dont worry it will get better and then you get that!! F...k, I can not believe people just called you a baby!! I have troubles to and when I freaked out the otherday cause my hubby was unemployed, people were nice to me!! Telling me things will get better!! They didnt call me a baby!! I really feel for you. And I am so sorry you have to go through this. I can just hope you get all sorted out. I hope you feel better and hope others can just not respond unless they have something nice to say. Good luck!!

mumette - Thursday, 4 Jun
well I guess thats the problem with posting publicly on a prggo site..... its bound to happen..... i understand where you are coming from and that teh blog was just a way for you to vent...... but its true.....babymaking is not a disablility....you dont get a free pass go collect 200 dollars card in life. Its a bitch but we all got to deal with it. All I can say is just keep your head up and try to get a job that you can manage from home.....since you are home maybe you can open a babysitting service or something