30-7-2008 - Heaven and Patrick

My mood while writing this blog: romantic

Patrick is 21 years old and has been with me for a little over 3 years. He just graduated from the local community college and I am sooo proud of my honey! He is my complete opposite in every way, yet we continue to tolerate each other. :-P He makes me laugh, makes me cry, and makes me crave his touch. I love him with everything I have and hope that we can make this relationship work, not only for our daughter, but because we love each other.

This pregnancy wasnt planned but we are grateful for this blessing and are learning each and every day. He was hoping for a girl since day one and now that his wish has came true, he is even more excited. We cannont agree on a name but he likes the name Mariah and Patience. I hate them both :-) but can live with Mariah if I have to. I want to involve Patrick with as much as I can throughout this pregnancy. He is very jealous that he isnt experiencing all the joys and pains that I currently am. He is so sweet!

I really wanted a little tiny pocket turtle for valentines day but for some reason pregnant women arent suppose to be around turtles... or maybe its reptitles...oppps! But because this is my first pregnancy and I'm very paranoid about everything he bought me a stuffed turtle instead that sings and dances. Its so cute! I love it! I love him!

I am so in love right now! Patrick went out and suprised me with a little baby elephant made out of a jade stone. He said it symbolizes the baby and he will eventually buy a mommy and daddy one so our family will be complete. I thought it was the sweetest thing ever! We finally have our little family! :-)