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	Age: 22 Country: USA Province/region: City: Lakewood Partner: Eddie Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: SAHM
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24-10-2008 - Its not just My hormones

My mood while writing this blog:
Depressed

Three years of my time, to hear the same bullshit line.

Its so sad when you give a man all your time all your love just to have him give nothing in return. Dont get me wrong lets be clear When things are going good they are great. What relationship doesnt have the ups and downs. Who doesnt have hormones ragging. Ya I may be hard to deal with when im sad or angry but help me not try to make it worse.

I carry this child happy as ever to bring something so precous into this world and all you do is get drunk, not come home, make me cry. Do you get a pleasure knowing how hurt I am, or watching me cry. I am at my breaking my point. I cant be with someone who ignores my calls to cover up where he is. Your almost thirty time to grow up pal.

He has a wonderful job but the fact that his boss is a drunk doesnt help how he acts. Its so sad. I dont need this. I dont need the pain while iim pregnant, this is supposed to be such a wonderful time in my life, and he is making it hell. I just cant take it anymore. If I stay all i will be doing is hurting me, my son, and my unborn child. I have to get out now!

3 Comments on Its not just My hormones

bstarr413 - Saturday, 25 Oct
i've decided from reading this blog and everyones comments A LOT of people are going threw this! I feel like all my boyfriend does sometimes is go out and drink and I feel like the only reason he does sometimes sleep over is because he feels like he has to because I am pregnant. When in all actuality I really have no idea what he is doing when he is out because he usually never answer my calls or texts. Hormones, Hormones, Hormones..They are making everything worse for sure but it will get better! :]

teamnewbs - Saturday, 25 Oct
i was exactly in the same boat last night. i dont mind him going out on a friday for a "few" drinks but basically going on a bender! 3AM YES 3 AM was when i picked him up! more fool me i suppose your picking him up. i felt so lonley last night, hormonal and i felt i was the only pregnant person in the world, and that no one understood. to top it off he couldnt understand why i was so mad that he celerbrating that we have a baby on the way, drinking champagne with people i have never met. as you can imagine the thought of complete strangers popping corks with my finace at fecking 3 am did not please me in the slightest. its 8 am here and he is still in bed but god i am going to make him pay! o and this is the first day off he has had off from work for about 2 weeks so his stupid smelly unghover state wont be much use to me. god i hate men sometimes!!!!!!

natali3luvj0s3 - Saturday, 25 Oct
girl i know how u feel im in the same situation my bf has a great job but after his job everyone like to get drunk so he ends up staying at work 2 hours late. He also goes out and drinks i understand drinking every once in a while but he takes it to far he doesnt know when to quit. He drive me crazy i love him to death but i dont know how much longer i can be with him cause its like he dont care about me and doesnt want to be around me like right now hes out with his uncle getting drunk i just wanna walk away sometimes but dont want to deal with the pain having to try not to think about it.

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