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	Age: 22 Country: USA Province/region: City: Lakewood Partner: Eddie Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: SAHM
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30-10-2008 - This is Goodbye

My mood while writing this blog:
Shitty

SO I guess I have let my hormones get the best of me. I have gotten so cranky and bitchy that my guy just cant take it anymore. I want so bad for him to be pregnant have morning sickness and know whats it like to be happy one minute and crying the next and you dont even know why. Its not the me who is doing that. He just cant seem to get it or accept it. So I think this is where our 4 yr relationship ends. He is ready to go his way and its just devestating to me. There is nothing I can do to stop him, if this is what he wants then so be it.

IF he can drop anything he is doing to go help his ex with whatever she wants yet he wont even take me to my court date. After four years you think the bitch would have moved on but she hasnt. I guess this is just to much for me, and if I dont get away I swear I will kill the bitch lol. Not serously But come on. He left her to be with me, when will she see that, and that we are starting a family. Well anyways this is it and its back to being a single mom, this time its 2 babies so It will be so much harder. Life sucks but it always goes on!!

4 Comments on This is Goodbye

lil-lydz - Friday, 31 Oct
OMG!! how the F*** could u turn ur bak on ur partner when shes pregenct.. what a gutless horrble man i hope u r ok.he doesnt deseve a gorgess gurl like u, let hes ex have him. sounds like they are both as bad as each other

traceyh - Thursday, 30 Oct
I'm sorry to hear he's not pulling his weight. You really do deserve the best you know! Any guy can be a father - but it takes a man to be a real dad & it takes a real man to be a partner. xx

AmyBradford922 - Thursday, 30 Oct
Awe, I'm sorry things aren't the best right now with you. I used to be in a relationship like that before I met my husband. All I can say is if you love someone, let them go and if it was meant to be it will be. Either he will realise it and come back or you should move on and find someone who deserves to be with you and not someone chasing after an ex. I thought when my ex left (to go help his ex that he left for me) that I was going to die and my world was going to end but after a year of sulking, I ended up finding my husband and I couldn't be happier. I know the situation is a little different seeing as you are going to be having a kid together but you derserve a man and you shouldn't settle for anything less than that!

Sil-n-Carlos0509 - Thursday, 30 Oct
Hey well honestly he's the one that is loosing out if he does leave you. I think some guys take pregnancy a bit different. Hopefully he will realize how important you and your kids are to him. If he does leave well f*ck it, I mean yeah it does suck but women get through things like this. You know you have a network of friends here for you. I wish I could say more. Stay strong, because your baby needs you right now. Remember that your pregnancy is much more important that any man in this world.

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