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14-11-2008 - I will admit I'm scared

My mood while writing this blog: Worried

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So I am one to google everthing possible. I see one thing get worried and freak out and have to research it. I will admit reading others blogs or seeing others having miscarriages after 12 weeks or still births worries the hell out of me. I have seen the baby on ultrasounds heard a very string heartbeat but it still worries me. There is always a possibility i could loose my child and it scares me. I know i should just get off the computer calm down and stop worrying but its hard. I stay at home all day, I dont have to clean or do anything so i get bored and chill on the laptop. I research everything from caffeine while preggo to risks of m/c after 12 weeks. There is so much on the web that all it does is worry someone. Does anyone else have this fear?? With my son i never once got on the computer, it wasnt in at the time, so i didnt worry about anything in the world. But this one is just so much different. I'm scared to loose my baby so much that i think about it all day and have a hard time sleeping at night cuz I'm to busy praying and holding my stomach. I know deep down my baby is ok and growing and h/b is really strong, but if god can take other girls babies who didnt deserve to have them taken away it can happen to me to. I just feel for those girls so much, and its so sad. I'm just going to take some time step back from the computer, do something to keep me busy and stop worrying so much.

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2 Comments on I will admit I'm scared


maorimatrix - Sunday, 16 Nov
First of all its perfectly normal for you to feel this way ive felt and still am feeling the same things with the safety of my unborn child and its normal and not to mention our hormones are all hay wire at the moment and throughout pregnancy. without telling one big story ive had horrible dreams about my baby and woken up balling my eyes out and i pretty much surf the net and read up on anything and everything to do with my baby and its really that motherly instinct kicking in which is good. Just remember God Loves us and he wants us to just trust in him and he wants us to be happy.
Take care
Nadia

rosiesmomma - Saturday, 15 Nov
NEVER underestimate the power of positive thinking!!!! Stress and worry can actually make you physically sick! You really need to RELAX and keep happy thoughts, all is well right now and there is NO reasons to think that you will have any problems...all you can do is take good care of yourself and think positive thoughts about your baby and your pregnancy... other than that it's out of your control... That's what always bothers me too, when things are out of my control.... Relaxation and Rest is THE BEST thing for you and your baby.... So chill girl, and yes, TURN OFF the computer!!!!! Keep happy thoughts!!!!!