21-9-2009 - Explain!

My mood while writing this blog: CONFUSED

I woke up at 5:30 this morning and tested. BIG FAT NEGATIVE! I'm so confused. I'm friggin 13 days late, the test should be saying "OFCOURSE YOU'RE PREGNANT, YOU IDIOT!". But NOOOOO i got a negative.

So what is going on???!!!!???!!! I haven't been stressed at work at all. I will say that i just started getting sick last night-last night! So its not work, or being sick. Nothing is different. So what the crap is my body doing.

Either my AF needs to fuckin come or The test needs to say i'm pregnant. I'm waiting until saturday to take the 2nd.

I hate being a female sometimes!

13 days late. headaches,backaches,sore boobs, moody, lots of cm, mild cramps every now and then, and im really really tired all the time.

15 days late now....im testing again tomorrow morning. I am now nausous and not feeling good today. I actually went home from work-thats how bad i feel...

Here is something strange tho. My boobs can be sore one day then feel completely fine the next day. Is that normal?????

I will post my result of the pregnancy test tomorrow night. Hopefully i'll be able to get a positive soon.

16 DAYS LATE: i got a negative result this morning. What is going on here. This is really starting to make me mad.

I just realized something. Whenever my AF would be late i would spend my time waiting for my period to come, and now im waiting for my test to be positive. Something is different this time...i have stopped thinking im gonna get my period. I know its not gonna come.

I can't get a blood test done until next week. I'd be 22 days late by then. by then i should have some proof im pregnant.