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04-6-2008 - Heartbroken

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

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Yesterday's ultrasound was incredible unexpected. My baby has passed away.

According to the measurements the fetal pole was visable but there was no heartbeat. Diagnoses "missed miscarriage" basically I am still pregnant but the baby has passed away and body has not accepted it yet. My Placenta and uterus appear to be normal, destined a chromosomal abnormality. I thought about waiting for miscarriage to happen naturally. But I have decided to schedule my D & C for Friday. Emotionally there is no way of excepting this.

I am angry, I am sad, I am devestated. Even tho this was a suprise pregnancy, this baby was very much wanted and I was excited. We have decided that since we both wanted this baby we are officially TTC once I have the closure I need and my angel is restfully sent to Heaven's Nursery with his brother.

I have officially decided that this was a boy and his name is Jeremy.

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2 Comments on Heartbroken


number5forme - Wednesday, 4 Jun
My heart is bleeding for you. I share your pain and I hope that you have friends and family to support you and surround you in love.
I am also hoping for a brighter future for you so to help with that I am sending you a bucket of baby dust and a big hug too..."hug" & "bucketofbabydust"
Take care xx

liz82 - Wednesday, 4 Jun
I AM SOO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.