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| 19-10-2009 - Miscarried |
My mood while writing this blog: upset/ok |
Well last monday i had started bleeding. at first i thought it was normal because i bled with my first one. then i had gone to the bathroom and had actually looked at it and it was alot of clots. so i had gone to the hospital. ( what a way to spend thanksgiving). and the doctor there was pointless and a waste of time. so i had booked an appoint ment with my real doctor for the next day. and he got me to do 2 hcg tests. at first i was mad because i didn't want to miss any more hunting beings i was sick on sunday and couldn't go. but then i had gone in on wednesday and then again on friday. this morning my doctor had phoned me and asked if there was twins in my family. and that it was possible that i could have misscarried one! so i was all excited i was still pregnant. then he had phoned me back at about 2 30ish and said that my hcg had gone down almost double from wednesday to friday. which meant i didn't have to get an DNC done but its still disappointing. and im trying to act like its ok. but it really sucks!
5 Comments on MiscarriedJanina -
Tuesday, 20 Oct thanks everyone for your prayers. means alot to me! im holding my head up as high as possible right now. but still might give it a little bit before ii ttc baby[bump]mama -
Tuesday, 20 Oct i am really sorry hun. i have lost 3 babies all at different stages...if you wanna talk i am here for you. i hope you can recover soon so you can start ttc again! kaylabranscum -
Tuesday, 20 Oct i am so sorry for your lose.. young mama10 -
Tuesday, 20 Oct im so sorry to hear that... i know exactly what you are going threw i had a mc in may... and i thought that was the wore thing that could ever happen i was depressed for a while to.. but you have to stay strong for the baby you have now.. i hope you make it threw.. ur in my prayers heidismummy -
Tuesday, 20 Oct aww hun sorry to hear you bad news. i know what its like to lose your baby and its horrible. you have a grief and a mind full of 'what if's' and 'whys'. you will be able to conceive again and its natures horrible, horrible way of saying 'this isnt quite right'. when the nurse said to me 'how many miscarriages would you go through to have your daughter' (i already have my precious daughter), i imagined what i would do to have her and i said 'id go through as many as it would take'. try to keep as positive as possible. my thoughts are with you! x