10-9-2008 - hemorrhoids

My mood while writing this blog: bloody sore

10th Sept!!!

Well yesterday i wrote about how sweet my BF was, and how he'd gone out and got me stuff for my hemorrhoids.

Well when i woke this morning the hemorrhoid was the size of a small ping pong ball, so i decided to call my doc, when she seen it she refered me to accident and emergency, on getting there they told me they couldnt help me due to if i went into labour they dont have any maternity facilities so i was transfered to another hospital, i was told they would freeze it cut it open and remove the blood clot, but the surgeon decided against this as it might bring on labour, so he pushed it back in, well ladies i have never felt pain like this in my whole life, dear BF had to scrape me off the roof, then the floor as i passed out!!!

I want this pregnancy over right now, im sore tired and bloody scared to go to the bathroom incase it comes back!!!

sorry if this is TMI, but i thought i would share my experience with you all, anyways back to bed now, baby going crazy in my tummy think it might be from the shock!! :( :( :( :( :( :(

Oh and thanks to keith for being there for me and running around after me all day xxx

11th Sept

Ok so i thought id better add this in too, well after my ordeal yesterday with my hemorrhoids and the surgeon pushing it back into my anus, i wake up this morning to find it has come back, he did say it was only a temp, solution but basically i went threw all that pain for a big fat NOTHING!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!