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KENNEDYS MOMMY
	Age: 20 01/21 Country: THE GREAT OLE U.S.A. Province/region: NY City: NYC Partner: My hubby of 2 years and partner of 12 Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 05 May ,2010 Occupation: Med Student
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07-9-2009 - Back in the NYC childless

My mood while writing this blog:
dont know

ok so I am back home in NY, without Kennedy nor Ken and this house just feels so empty, I miss my baby girl terribly and my husband as well. I still havent talked to him since he has been gone and it is killng me so bad. Why hasnt he called? I just dont know what to think. I start school tomorrow but I just wanna sit at home in my bed all day and sulk. My life was so perfecr and now is just going down hill and to top it off, my mother is telling me I look different to her than I did when she saw me last month and told me I should check to see if I am pregnant, so I lied and told her I did and I am not. I cant believe as early as I am, she still kind of detected it. WTF? IDK what I will do when I get down there for Thanksgiving, I cant tell her. She would die if she knows that I am giving it up. Speaking if which on this weekend, I will be going talking to adoption agencies. I'm not sure if on Thursday or Friday though. Its just so much stuff going on I am trying to be strong and not cry, but I wanns break down so bad.

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