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	Age: 20 01/21 Country: THE GREAT OLE U.S.A. Province/region: NY City: NYC Partner: My hubby of 2 years and partner of 12 Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 05 May ,2010 Occupation: Med Student
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26-9-2009 - I THINK I WANT A DIVORCE (OTHER STUFF IN HERE TOO)

My mood while writing this blog:
INDIFFERENT

FIRST THING FIRST... I THINK I MIGHT WANT A DIVORCE...MY LIFE IS JUST TOO HECTIC RIGHT NOW...I LOVE MY HUSBAND AND ALL, BUT I JUST DONT SEE THIS WORKING OUT AT ALL. AFTER ABOUT A MONTH OF NOT SEEING MY HUSBAND OR HEARING ANYTHING FROM HIM, HE FNALLY WORKS UP THE NERVE TO CALL ME AS IF NOTHING WAS WRONG. AFTER WANTING TO HEAR FROM HIM SO LONG IT JUST CAUSED ALOT OF ANGER AND PAIN JUST HEARING HIM. WE TALKED ABOUT NOTHING REALLY. I HAD PLANNED ON TELLING HIM ABOUT THE PREGNANCY UNTIL HE BEGAN SAYING HOW MAYBE IT WASNT A SMART IDEA TRYING TO GET ME PREGNANT WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE. WHICH WAS ALSO AFTER I HAD TOLD HIM THAT I SENT KENNEDY DOWN TO TX TO STAT WITH MY MOTHER. I EXPECTED AND WOULD HAVE LIKED IT IF HE HAD OF BEEN UPSET, BUT INSTEAD HE WAS HAPPY. HE WAS LIKE SO YOU GOT IT MADE, YOU SINGLE AND DONT HAVE ANY CHILDREN. I WAS LIKE SINGLE?!?! I STILL WEAR A RING AND I STILL HAVE A HUSBAND JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE IN A DIFFERENT STATE DOENST MEAN YOU ARE SINGLE. COME TO FIND OUT HE HASNT WORN HIS BECAUSE WE ARE NOT PHYSICALLY TOGETHER, BUT FOR GODS SAKE I AM HIS WIFE.

I THINK WE STARTED TOO YOUNG, GRANTED WE HAVE BEEN TOGHER FOR ALMOST 13 YEARS AND MARRIED FOR ALMOST 3, WE WERE ONLY 18 AND 20 YEARS OLD, I WAS A STILL A TEENAGER AND GAVE UP, MY LIFE FOR HIM.

ON ANOTHER NOTE, HE SAYS IM SINGLE SO I WILL ACT LIKE IT. I KNOW I CANT DO TOO MUCH BECUASE I AM PREGNANT, BUT MY LAB PARTNER IS SEXY HIS NAME IS CLEO AND HE IS SO HOT. WE HAVE BEEN SPENDING A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER AND I DONT KNOW IF THAT AND THE PROBLEMS WITH MY RELATIONSHIP ARE CONTRIBUTING TO MY FEELINGS, BUT I REALLY LIKE HIM. IT DOESNT MATTER THOUGH BECAUSE IN A FEW WEEKS I WILL NEED A BIG SIGN THAT SAYS CAUTION:OVERLOAD COMING THROUGH. ITS JUST SO FRUSTRATING. THE PEOPLE AT THE ADOPTION AGENCY ARE SO SWEET. I GO BACK TO THEM IN A FEW WEEKS TO SEE IF THEY KNOW THE SEX. I HAVENT BEEN CHECKED SINCE THAT ONE TIME, SO I THINK I MAY BE EXCITED. I GOT A FEELING IT WILL BE A LITTLE BOY, BUT THEN SOMETIMES I THINK IT WILL BE A LITTLE GIRL. WHATEVER IT IS IT WILL MAKE SOME VERY LUCKY SET OF PARENTS VERY HAPPY ONE DAY. I HAVE LOOKED THROUGH HUNDREDS OF FAMILIES AND I THINK I MADE MY MIND UP, NO MATTER HOW MANY PROFILES I LOOK THROUGH, I ALWAYS DRIFT BACK TO THEM. I HAVENT MET THEM YET, BUT WILL SOON. I CANT BELIEVE I AM GIVING MY OWN CHILD AWAY. I MUST BE THE MOST EVILIST PERSON EVER. I JUST HOPE HE OR SHEE DOESNT GROW UP TO THINK THAT I DONT THEM, BUT ITS JUST SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO.

I HAD SOME OTHER STUFF TO WRITE, BUT I SEEM TO HAVE FORGOTTEN, I JUST ASK THAT YOU ALL PRAY FOR ME...THANKS...BRITTANY

3 Comments on I THINK I WANT A DIVORCE (OTHER STUFF IN HERE TOO)

oskygirl31 - Sunday, 27 Sep
Oh I know how you feel...I feel like I want to divorce my husband as well...we moved to fast in our relatonship..met got pregnant...moved in together a month after we met married a month later...then after we got married he then tells me he's still in love with his nasty a$$ ex...oh I was pissed hurt and all my trust was thrown out the window that was almost 3 years ago...but craps been going on since...but when it comes to adoption..I'd rather see someone give their child to another couple then abort the baby...this is your choice..but you can back out of it later on as well...there is a time limit..I just can't remember what it is...you sound like a strong woman and you will do what you feel is right....stay strong and good luck.

barunka05 - Saturday, 26 Sep
I was just curious. The father doesn't need to sighn the adoption papers too? In that case u will have to tell him anyway.

dinahmite425 - Saturday, 26 Sep
i think you should keep your baby, i dont think your reasoning at this time is logical for wanting a adoption, i think you will regret it. In life we are faced with hard decisons, god will not fail you. I think no matter how your husband acts or responds he absoultly deserves to know that he has a child on the way and that you want to put the child up for adoption.. this to is his child.. dont be so selfish!! your actions at this time is because you are thinking in the moment!! this child is a gift from god, and even though you dont want to deal with it this child is your living children's sis or brother... i feel that you have to deal with this and love your child and just get thorugh it... but if you do still chose to place for adoption you have to tell the father!!!! that is really horrible to leave him out of even knowing he will have a future child!!!watch the show the locator on the cable channel WE one eposide of what these people go through to try and reunite with there long lost family members may change your mind... if people can live in Africa in huts with no food and water and dying of aids then i know you can handle this new life that god has blessed you with!!!god bless

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