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| 08-7-2008 - 3 WEEKS LATER... |
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HELLOOO THERE MOMMIES N MOMMIES TO BE!...WELL, ITS BEEN 3 WEEKS NOW SINCE I BEEN A MOMMY OF 2 N ITS NOT EASY AT ALLLLLL...I FEEL LIKE A BAD MOM SOMETIMES CUZ I CATCH MYSELF THINKIN "WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF??"...BUT I GUESS ITS NATURAL TO FEEL A BIT OVERWHELMED AT FIRST...IM JUST TRYIN TO STAY STRONG BUT I DREAD WHEN MY SISTER LEAVES...SHES BEEN HERE SINCE TY WAS BORN HELPIN ME WITH AMAIYAH...JUST GONNA HAVE TO DO A LOTTT OF PRAYIN LOL LAWD JESUS HELPPPP!! LOL...I ALSO HAVE TO TRY N KEEP MY COOL CUZ EVEN THO THEY DONT SEEM TO REALIZE IT (AND I COULDNT CONFRONT THEM ABOUT IT CUZ THEYLL GET VERY OFFENDED), MY PARENTS ALWAYS COME AT ME WITH WHAT IM DOING
WRONG...THEYVE NEVER ONCE SAID "KIM UR DOIN A GREAT JOB! KEEP IT UP" ITS ALWAYS THE THINGS IM DOIN THATS WRONG N THATS SOOO DISCOURAGING N I STRUGGLE SOMETIMES NOT TO BLOW UP...MOSTLY NOW ITS BEEN ABOUT NOT MAKING MY DAUGHTER FEEL LEFT OUT OR SPENDING SOME ALONE TIME WITH HER...BUT THEY ALWAYS GET ON ME ABOUT IT N THEY'RE NEVER HOME DURING THE DAY TO SEE WHEN I ACTUALLY DO THAT...*SHRUGS* WHO KNOWS...I CANT WIN, I SWEAR...I THINK THEY DONT UNDERSTAND WUT IM GOIN THRU CUZ THEY HAD EACH OTHER WHEN THEY HAD BOTH MY SIS N BRO BACK IN THE DAY BUT IM DOIN THIS BY MYSELF! EHH, WUT CAN I DO? SMH...
ONE THING I BEEN WONDERIN THO IS...I KNO IMA HAVE TO GO TO SOME DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS N STUFF SO HOW DO I GO ABOUT TRAVELLIN WITH BOTH A NEWBORN N EXTREMELY HYPER 2 YR OLD WITH NO CAR OR DOUBLE STROLLER? I HAVE MY POST PARTUM APPT ON THE 21ST N I DUNNO HOW THATS GONNA WORK CUZ IT LOOKS LIKE IMA HAVE TO GO BY MYSELF N BRING THE KIDDIES...WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ON THE TABLE?? *SIGH* I GUESS ILL FIGURE IT OUT BUT IF U SEASONED MULTIPLE MOMMIES HAVE ANY ADVICE ILL GLADLY ACCEPT IT ALL LOL...
WELL! ENUFF OF MY DRAMA LOL CONGRATS TO ALL THE MOMMIES WHO HAVE GIVEN BIRTH WITHIN THE LAST 3 WEEKS LOL IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE IS POPPIN LATELY LOL AND TO THOSE WAITIN ON THEIR DAY, ITLL B HERE BEFORE U KNOW IT! :) GOD BLESS N TAKE CARE...
2 Comments on 3 WEEKS LATER...destinyz-own -
Monday, 21 Jul Aww mama you jus hang in there. God will NEVER give us more then we can bear. Keep ya head up . I'm here if you ever need 2talk tashak -
Wednesday, 9 Jul i feel you girl it can be a bit overwhelming. My son is a real crier and I havent really figured him out yet its rough at times and we have to hang in there but I figure it will get better in time. Keep your head up because we both know that it soo rewarding in the end.