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24-1-2010 - How I am feeling

My mood while writing this blog: HUGE

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Well tomorrow is my doctors appointment and I already know that I haven't done that great with my weight gain the only thing I can say is that it all seems to be in my belly I don't know if that is good or not. I swear I can feel the baby hit or kick my right down in my (who who), it feels like if I were to look down I would seem a part part hanging outside of me. And don't even get me started on bending over, why? Because I can't I still have twelve weeks to go and I can't bend over? Getting out of bed is fun, or just standing up. I wish I would have found this site years ago so that I could go back and look at previous pregnancies and see if I felt the same way because I honestly don't remember all of this. With both of my girls I had great skin this one not so much. Today someone pointed at my belly and said are you.... and I looked at her and said no I am storing up for the winter. Why would someone risk you actually not being pregnant, and ask, I don't get it. The treadmill and bok choy have become my best friends, I remember my first pregnancy eating whatever I wanted and only gaining twenty pounds, of course I was heavier than I am now when I got pregnant:) I do love my belly even though it scares me to think that I might have this baby and go out in public and have people asking are you.... please please for the love of God please don't let that happen I am not sure that I could handle it. I just want to wake up take a shower and look down and see ALL of me. Don't even get me started on shopping at Costco, go there and buy butter looking the way I do and don't tell me that there aren't people staring and thinking that I should rethink that purchase, I hate shopping, unless it's for jewelry or baby clothes:) I try to make pregnancy sexy but I feel like when we are intimate that I am squishing my poor husband and he is gasping for air, I think this may actually be a time when guys might fake it, it's either that or I feel like we are squishing the baby. I feel sorry for my husband because not matter how big I get there are some things that I won't give up:) You can take away all the sweets in the world and starbucks chocolate chunk cookies:)YUM! But I won't give up my boom boom:)

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