03-4-2009 - First appointment with DR

My mood while writing this blog: happy/nervous

Today was my first appointment with my Dr. I was very nervous when I went. All I had to do was get weighed, which I weighed 110. They then checked my blood pressure. I was told to pee in a cup so I did that. Then I went in the room with the Dr. and he did an ultrasound on me which I wasn't expecting to get done. It was so neat seeing that little black blob for the first time. I actually reallly feel pregnant now, I was told by the clinic last week that I was pregnant so I haven't actually seen a positive test or anything so it hadn't really sunk in yet. He gave me two pictures, so I left the doctors office pretty happy =)

I'm having a lot of problems with the BF, he is being so mean to me. I really wish I could move back home and be with my mom, but he will not let me leave. I hope and pray things get better.

When we were at the dr's office and the dr was getting the ultrasound stuff ready he told my bf to turn off the light switch but he said it like this "can you get that light switch for me dad" when we left that day my bf said he wished he would have called him by his name and not dad, thats awful for him to even think that. Why is he being like this now? He is driving me crazy!!!