| Kaylaaa | |
![]() | Age: 20 Country: NZ Province/region: - City: - Partner: Fred Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Mama to be |
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| 23-5-2008 - House Hunting | My mood while writing this blog:Happy but frustrated |
I have everything I need for my beautiful baby boy and am absolutely beside myself with wanting to set it all up and get it ready for him but I can't seem to find a house to rent >:(
When I found out I was pregnant I moved into my mum's temporarily to save money and get everything I need together for bub and now I am well and truly ready to leave (I love mum to bits and we get on great but it is just not the same as my own place) but I can't seem to find one. I'm going crazy. I'm stuck in a tiny room and i'm beginning to freak out that I won't get a place in time and there really is no room here for baby. There's barely room for me and Fred! We have been applying for lots of houses but it seems like no one wants us :'(
We even applied for the same house as my brother and his girlfriend and they got it!! I burst into tears when I found out because I just feel really trapped her. Like it was so easy to move here, but so hard to get out!!
My hormones have been a bit cuckoo lately though, I've noticed in the afternoons i've been getting a bit down. I feel kinda shit about myself at the moment plus the stress of no house to live in and all the obvious pregnancy related stuff I just feel really crap. I am still really happy about baby and I am loving being pregnant. Every kick and twitch I think I will definately have more kids!! I thought I only wanted 1 before I got preggers but I think I want more than that now (not too close together though!!) It is the best time of my life, but it would be so much better in my own house. Seriously my room isn't even a proper room, it's an "office" so small. I literally cannot fit a baby in there so I don't know what i'm going to do if I don't find a house in time. Where will I live? what will I do?
Stress!!!
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