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hello all ...
i thought i would let you know how i was getting on..
well im still taking in the fact im no longer pregnant.. it is really weird !.
my belly is HUGE and very sore!! .. , my fiance has taken 2 days of work to help look after our son .. which is great!
im feeling so tired all the time and more deppressed then anything. keep crying ! .
i cant stop blaming myself , i feel like ive murdered my own child ! . honestly ..
my tummy is so sore... but i am eating and going to the loo ok !! .. which was a concern of the doc at the hospital as apparently the bowel goes to sleep if messed with for a bit and sometimes it takes a while to work prop again ..
but to be honest i was treated pretty bad at the hospital .. im not happy .. ive not even been given a follow up appointment i was just given a nod to go and i left thats that !! ..
i thought id be given a follow up app at least !..
anyway .. im at home .. taking things slowly - my arse .. the day i came home i started cooking a roast dinner .. im terrible .. i know im suppose to rest but i dont want to as then i start thinking .. and then i rememeber and then im all sad again so i want to keep myself busy ..
like today i got up and went out .. i walked to my doctors after having a bath and washing my hair ( which was a task !! ) .. my doctor changed my dressings for me .. then i walked to the shops and came all the way home ..
then we had visitors over .. then we went to the shopping center to buy some bits .. but as i was in there i came over all funny .. i over did it .. i know ... i came straight home and i was in agony ...
i had 40 mins sleep -------- then i got up again .. im terrible but if i lay i think i dont want to think just yet .. im to scared
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| 13-5-2008 - heartbroken |  My mood while writing this blog:numb and empty |
hello all ...
i thought i would let you know how i was getting on..
well im still taking in the fact im no longer pregnant.. it is really weird !.
my belly is HUGE and very sore!! .. , my fiance has taken 2 days of work to help look after our son .. which is great!
im feeling so tired all the time and more deppressed then anything. keep crying ! .
i cant stop blaming myself , i feel like ive murdered my own child ! . honestly ..
my tummy is so sore... but i am eating and going to the loo ok !! .. which was a concern of the doc at the hospital as apparently the bowel goes to sleep if messed with for a bit and sometimes it takes a while to work prop again ..
but to be honest i was treated pretty bad at the hospital .. im not happy .. ive not even been given a follow up appointment i was just given a nod to go and i left thats that !! ..
i thought id be given a follow up app at least !..
anyway .. im at home .. taking things slowly - my arse .. the day i came home i started cooking a roast dinner .. im terrible .. i know im suppose to rest but i dont want to as then i start thinking .. and then i rememeber and then im all sad again so i want to keep myself busy ..
like today i got up and went out .. i walked to my doctors after having a bath and washing my hair ( which was a task !! ) .. my doctor changed my dressings for me .. then i walked to the shops and came all the way home ..
then we had visitors over .. then we went to the shopping center to buy some bits .. but as i was in there i came over all funny .. i over did it .. i know ... i came straight home and i was in agony ...
i had 40 mins sleep -------- then i got up again .. im terrible but if i lay i think i dont want to think just yet .. im to scared
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