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25-5-2008 - road to recovery !

My mood while writing this blog: calm

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hello all ...
well its been 2 weeks since the operation.. im still very sore , feel really bruised inside and out !! .
im able to move about more now though !! - thats one good thing ..
my fiance has been amazing and i am truly grateful for him being in my life , you see when things like this happen its make or break with some couples as it is so stressfull and i can see how it tears couples apart ..
me and my partner had a few fall outs since the op , mainly me flipping out with emotions .. we managed to chat to each other and share our worrys and emotions and work through them !! ..

the one main worry we both have is this happening all over again !! , im terrified of going through this again and next time i may not be as lucky and something bad may happen , im terrified of getting pregnant again ..

My fiance said the doc mentioned i could go under again and the doc would put dye in my remaining tube to see if it works ok .. but to be honest i dont fancy going under again .. !! ..not out of choice anyway ..that was my worst nightmare being put under anthestic but i had NO choice last time !!! .. omg im still having flash backs now .. its really buggered my mind !!!

so thinking of having a baby now is a far far far away thought although when ever we go out we see babys and it upsets us knowing we have sadly lost ours ...x..

i know i hear storys of women going on to have a baby after having a eptopic preg but i have p.i.d so i believe both my tubes are damaged i think ... so in my heart i feel im never going to be a mummy again !! ...

im terrified of proving myself otherwise ....

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1 Comments on road to recovery !


Cindie - Sunday, 25 May
I'm very sorry for your troubles... can I ask what exactly is wrong?

The stupid computer won't allow me to view your other blogs... it's just not working correctly.