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06-7-2009 - Too scared to test!

My mood while writing this blog: Unsure

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So CD 33 (Monday) My boobs are sore and been tired. Other little things too but I am so scared to test. I am terrified of seeing negative that I would rather live in imagination land and pretend. I know my cycle is no where close to normal but I have been working out and my cycle went from 64 days to 42 days in one month so I am wondering if it will go lower this month. *sigh* I wish I just was pregnant so all this trying crap would be over! Isn't four years enough? Well I am just hoping that my day will come soon! I hope I just dont drive myself crazy lol. Well take care ladies!!! :)

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9 Comments on Too scared to test!


♥Always - Tuesday, 7 Jul
awww sweetie (((big hug))) I am praying you get your BFP soon! Sending heaps of Sticky Baby Dust your way! :)

Cherryb0m - Monday, 6 Jul
i know how you feel girl! i hate testing i would rather live in dream land too LOL good luck hun!

jrsully24 - Monday, 6 Jul
Sounds like good signs to me but I completely understand the hesitancy to test! As always, I am thinking of you and crossing my fingers for you. You deserve it:)

cpalmer - Monday, 6 Jul
ahhh :) i better be seeing a BFP from you soon :) i understand what u mean tho, wait until ur ready or AF decides to come ( hopefully not for 9+ months) lol xxxx

JENNIFERANN333 - Monday, 6 Jul
OH TEST SWEETIE.. I UNDERSTAND YOU NOT WANTING TO GET A - BUT ITS BETTER TO KNOW THEN STRESS YOUR BODY OUT... CLEAR BLUE EASY DIGITAL IS THE WAY TO GO!! LET ME KNOW ... BIG HUGS!! JEN

RainbowRach - Monday, 6 Jul
OMG!! I understand your hesitation, please let me know when you decide to test. I am sending you lots of baby dust and luck for a BFP x x

aussiegirl80 - Monday, 6 Jul
Good luck, I really hope that you get your BFP!

DiandClover - Monday, 6 Jul
You SO deserve your TTC journey to land you with a BFP right about... NOW!! I sure hope so hun - I keep you in my thoughts all the time (along with all my dedicated TTCers!) Good job on working on getting your cycle length in check! That's a huge improvement in just one month! It often does reset things and jumpstarts fertility, so hoping this is it for you! I understand the desire to hold off on testing - hey, if you are preggo you'll have many weeks ahead where you'll get a + if you POAS, so wait until you are ready!!

kirra82 - Monday, 6 Jul
Awwww hun, I really hope this is it for you, it must be so disappointing and frustrating going through it every month.... Do you know when you ovulated? My fingers and toes are crossed for you, let me know ASAP. Good luck xx