24-3-2009 - Sooo Here's What's Going On....

My mood while writing this blog: hopeful, excited, anxious!!!

Well everyone.....i finally see some light at the end of the tunnel!!!i am now 39 weeks 4days with ONLY 3 days to go and STILL NO SIGN of my princess coming....yeah depressing i know but i decided not to rush it and to enjoy these last few days of having my baby girl ALL to MYSELF!!!

This whole pregnancy has been GREAT 1st trimester was ooooh sooo horrible with me having morning sickness until i was 18 weeks ughh it was the worst EVER but welll worth it....2nd trimester i felt ABSOLUTELY AWESOME and we found out we would be having our a girl on Oct. 24, 2008 it was the most amazing thing in the world.....3rd trimester ughhh i'm sooo over being pregnant but sometimes its still hard to believe i have grown this little life inside of me....it's honestly AMAZING and i feel sooo close to my princess already now the waiting has gotten to me but who hasn't it got to you know??? Still no matter how impatient or miserable i am i wouldn't change one thing about this pregnancy its just such a wonderful and special time in a women's life and we should definately ALL cherish this time because even though we are sooo ready to have our little one's there will still be that part of us that miss our little one's moving around inside of us!!!

Sooo today i got a call from my doctor's office from one of the nurse's i'm good friends with telling me she is sorry that i didn't get the chance to ask my doctor to induce me at my appt. on friday(she wasn't there)....and i found out that the reason for my APRIL 1ST appt. is cause my doctor is on vacation GO FIGURE she would go on vacation NOW right haha....well anyway my friend(the nurse) told me she has the authority to let me get induced but....only if something is wrong with me or the baby (high blood pressure, stress on the baby, etc.) sooo she set me up another appt. for Thursday, march 26th at 10 a.m. to do another NST and check me out for high b/p....i'm really hoping everything is okay cause i'm not that desperate to get induced you know....well at least if everything is okay and i don't have Laila before April 1st then i will more than likely get induced on april 1st or 2nd by my doctor sooo now i see the light i'm sooo happy, excited, anxious, nervous, i just have all these amazing feelings running through my body at once its sooo overwhelming.

well just wanted to update you ladies and ask if you all coud PLEASE send some LABOR DUST my way!!!

&& LOTS & LOTS & LOTS OF LABOR DUST FOR THOSE OF YOU LIKE ME WHO ARE STILL WAITING FOR THAT MAGICAL DAY!!!